Am I pregnant? Will my family ever forgive me?

[pauline0402]

My last notes period was June 4th-June 13th and I had protected sex on June the 28th(condom). I think it’s also worth noting that it was my boyfriend’s and I’s first tine.  However a week later I began reading on pregnancy symptoms and immediately for scared that they apply to me. So the anxiety began. I couldn’t eat very much for days. So then one day I asked my older sister if she had gotten her period yet, as we tend to get the same schedule. She said no. However she began to get suspicious. One night when I couldn’t eat, my sister asked me if I was pregnant. After a while I told her the truth. She was extremely mad at me, and frankly I don’t blame her. I come from a religious family and I would be shunned if I were pregnant. We bought a pregnancy test on the 9th and it was negative. She told my brother and we haven’t told my father in fear that it may jeopardize his health as he would blame himself. Both of my siblings refuse to talk to me, with the exception of my sister who tells me that if I were to pull something like this again, which I definitely won’t because I’m so traumatized, they would kick me out of the house. I think another thing worth noting is that my period was expected July 4th which is why I asked her on the 7th about her period bc I was scared about mine. Yesterday was the 11th and I got some bleeding. I questioned whether or not was my period or implantation bleeding. I began calling pregnancy clinics, anything or anyone who could help me. *TMI NOTICE* the blood looked like my normal menstrual blood bc it was red and it differentiated from the descriptions I’ve read. Unfortunately I cannot buy another pregnancy test any time soon bc my siblings have grounded me. However, my mental state has been a total mess this past week. From fear to remorse to anxiety, I can’t get my mind past it. So now I have two issues. 1.) will my family ever forgive me or look at me as their baby sister again? 2.) am I still at risk for being pregnant?

[Festival]

1. It takes time and you cannot hide it mostly in your family since they can notice your action specially pregnancy anxiety, just do good and for sure they just only care about you. 2. There are 2 possibilities that can get you pregnant in your situation, first is the condom broke and second is the condom didnt put it properly since its first time. But for me, its a no, since its have a condom and negative result in PT, it must be 2 weeks after that intercourse. Also the ovulation period higly contribute, if you did that 7 days before or after your expected menstrual period then its very very low chance you get pregnant. To easy your worries, the final answer is no youre not pregnant.