WOW - I thought by 6 months post TT I would be all better - boy was I wrong. I am getting worse and worse LOL, as you all may have read I had a really hard time pre-surgery, then surgery was much like a nightmare - things slowly improved then got worse. Well now I am so worn out and tired that I have had to take a week off work..... How much longer until they can get my bloomin levels right and why do I get worse as time goes on GRRRRRRRRR! Can you sense my frustration???? Even hubby was worried, usually I have bursts of energy in the mornings, but lately (about a week) I havent been able to get up, Saturday it was 1pm before he could get me out of bed ( I am an early bird) and I layed on the couch all day. But then again I toss and turn all night..... Next review is for bloods first week August. . . . I feel like a broken record and I am sorry, I fear losing my job, driving hubby and son insane - mind you I have the depression under control with meds, but they deserve a healthy wife and mum too (they dont complain TRUST me, they take over when the going gets tough) I am very lucky in many ways, but seriously I need to get better, some nights I wonder if I am heading towards a slow death (possibly more insane than I realise) What I would do to be 100%