Hello !
Everything began since August with pressure in head since I took LSD (I took LSD, MDMA, Alcohol, Weed I was in Hungary ar a festival. But since then I stopped all drugs.) Since December I feel non stop Derealization and my symptoms go worse and there are more each day !
I am 21 years old. Vegan since 3 years but going back vegetarian sometimes with eating fish this for two weeks. I had B12 and ferritin deficiency in June~August. Top surgery in June, Tonsil surgery removal some years ago. I have allergy to acarian, pollen and cats. Besides this and having colds I had great health for years and never had problems. (Maybe fever once in a while in all those years.) No problems in family, everyone healthy ! I have no problems psychologically, besides now the fact that I am anxious and sad and loosing hope because of all those health problems. I did LSD, MDMA, Alcohol and Weed in a short period of time in August in a festival, I stayed in a tent the whole festival. I haven't touched drugs since then. 100 percent clear.
- Pressure in the head. Constant from morning till night it goes on for a week then dissapears for a week and come back again. Always almost the same pattern.
- Sometimes pressure above head. In a round shape.
- Pin & Needles in the head that are cold.
- Since some days a cold feeling at the left side of my brain it comes and goes stays some seconds then come back almost each 10minutes. (At some point I can feel it ''moving'' to the bottom/up of my head but it happened only twice.) Now it only comes sometimes.
- Cracking in my head. Most of the time when I move it.
- A weird head feeling above my head. It's the feeling like when you smashed to something when ur head the moment u smashed u have a strange head pain. Well it's that head pain.
- Diplopia in my two eyes. Only with lights, white things. It is doubled under the text or image and is less opaque, it is right under the text/image. (Right side more diplopia than left, but left seems since today move a bit more to the right..)
- Anxiety and sometimes attacks. (But they are almost always related to weird things I feel in my brain.)
- Vibrations in my two hands.
- Horizontal rinkle on my right eyelid. (Wtf ?)
- Horizontal lines on my fingertips, toenails and fingernails. (I have this since a long of time.)
- I had an attack a month ago, cold water sensation above my two knees and un my head.
- I had an attack a week ago where there was a pressure in my right foot it did go towards my leg, I couldn't move it or step it was horrible. My right hand felt numb but now is ok. Now my leg and feet only spasms sometimes. Most of the time when I am not doing anything or going to sleep.
- Spasm in legs. (Mostly when I go to sleep or sit still.)
- I tighten my jaw.
- Huge fatigue.
- Non stop derealization. Feeling of being stuck in a dream, not being here, wobbling, feeling like I am in a coma, I almost loose myself in street, afraid of huge locations, sadness, mental absence.
- Very difficult to walk, when I walk my head vibrates and I NEED to stop walking because it is too weird sensation, it's really horrible I can't even walk to the bathroom anymore.
- Tinnitus. (Right side changes. Up and down. Left side stays the same.) Feels like my brain is going to pop when I am without sound and music. Cracking in right ear too.
- Left side of eye I have a lightning that comes and goes also a white/black spot that comes and goes, that spot is there even when I close my eyes.
- Black spot when I enter in sleep or awakening mode.
- Sometimes thoraxic pain/difficulty breathing.
- I have pain right side in one of my teeth it's been changed 2times but still the pain is there, only when I eat sometimes.
- Not wanting to eat anymore and can't digest good.
- Since 3days now I have difficulty breathing, very exhausted from the heart when I move and even when I do nothing, when I breath my heart goes ''bump'' !
- Just noticed that when I lay down my symptoms are less worse then when I stay up or sit down..
I feel that my right side seems to be more affected by the symptoms, but it's so weird that today the cold head is on the left side.
Has someone an idea ? Please help me I al really loosing hope and feel like I am going crazy. Everything is ok with my life and I don't know why this happen.
Of course I searched my symptoms it could be Lyme, MS, Tumor, Meningite. I don't know haha. But the head vibration is not rlly a symptom of it and can't seem to find somebody that has vibrations in head everyday and when walking.
I just want to know what is going on accept it and see what I can do to live a better life.
Doctors and emergency don't know what is going on and they let me die like this ! I go to them while not being able to walk, horrible exhausted with everyday something new that makes me more dead and suffer with time..
They finally got me an RMI and a lumbar puncture, but the appointments are TOO FAR AWAY. I literally won't survive. Since 3 days my heart is now affected... What can I do to survive...? I can't move without help anymore the hezd vibrations are horrible, I feel like I ran so much while I just lay down on my bed, fatigue is Horrible....
Oh ps. Now my headaches are there since 27december from when I wake up to sleep always here and horrible. Yesterday it felt like a ''line'' in my head got crused or got hit by a lightning ! :( I also have difficulty with sound or when I talk...