Hi, I need some advice. I am studying abroad right now, and I have been having these horrible symptoms for a week and a half. I think I have a hemroid, and I got some lidocaine to put on it, but it is not going away. I just felt some little bumps in the crack area, and I am really scared. I can't even sit down. The pain is unbearable. I am going to try to go to the doctor tomorrow, but the problem is I will be on my period by tomorrow, I think. Whenever I pass a bowel movement, I literally start crying. This pain is like nothing I have felt in my life, and I have to either lie down or stand up. I can't take this! Can someone give me some advice please????? I have searched on the internet relentlessly, but I can't find anything. I think the bumps are from so much lidocaine. Please, if there is anything you know, please let me know.
**Also, I have only had sex with my boyfriend who is not on study abroad with me, so I haven't had sex for months. And I have never had anal sex.