Around the first of march 2013 I started experiencing extreme lower back pain of unknown origin and started loosing weight. In march 16th I found an inflamed inguinal lymph node in my right side. I was starting to experience stabbing pain localized under my right rib. Then the pain extended down the inside and back side if my right leg. Then my entire abdominal section on my right side started aching but the localized stabbing pain under my right rib continued. My blood pressure rose and averaged at 153/113. I have been bed ridden since march 18th. I had a tingling sensation in the medial portion of my right arm all the way down to my pinky and ring finger and half if my middle finger. I was taken to the emergency room with severe chest pain over my heart, dyspnea, confusion, and a BP of 163/118 @ 128 bpm. They preform an EKG, found nothing and sent me home in extreme pain. The tingling in my arm turned to numbness. My GP doubled my BP meds and out me in donperidone suspecting an ulcer. On Sunday April 7th I was rushed to the ER again with extreme pain on my right side, dyspnea, confusion, and a drooping sensation on the right side of my face and well as extreme muscle stiffness on the right side of my neck and dysphasia on the right side of my throat. They said it was nothing and gave me a shot of Toridol. I went back to my doctor who put me on a BuTrans patch (5mcg/h). It did nothing. I gave it 72h and nothing. So I had it increased to (10mcg/h) and it is curbing the pain. I can not stand for more then 10 minutes then I am too weak to continue. I am having trouble with short term memory. I am experiencing diplopia in the morning and at night and blurred vision in my right eye. I have lost 32lbs, have no appetite, and am constantly feeling dehydrated. Now I have found what I assume is an mediasternal lymph node below my xhyphoid process to the right. I am falling over, loosing my balance while standing straight. I have started putting emphasis on the wrong syllables when I speak. I also "lost time" two nights ago when I took a sip of water then woke up with the bottle completely empty beside me in the bed lying in a huge puddle that had the time to move up my shirt, so I'm assuming at least 30-60 seconds. I have no recollection after putting the bottle to my lips. I have had two rounds of blood work, an ultrasound, a pelvic exam, a complete cat scan, and have seen an optometrist. All they can find is one slightly increased inflammatory marker and the inflamed lymph node and NOTHING else. I feel like I'm dying. What do I do???