I am so sorry u have been depressed. but take it from me...........there r lots of meds on the market and one of them will help u. See your doctor.....why suffer.
How old r you? Nothing is worth hurting yourself. Life sometimes throws you some curve balls. I am despressed too. Don't be embarassed go see someone to talk about it. I thought that I wouldn't be able to do it and that it was silly. But it has proven to be a god send. Trust me. I know it ***** but believe I never thought that i would make it to where I am today. You have to get medicine. Sometimes it take awhile to find the right one for you. It took me 3 tries. Good luck . Hang in there. YOU CAN DO IT. Peace.