Hello, first of all, thank you all for accepting me into this community and helping me.
Secondly, as the question title implies,I was born into the Islamic religion, so as a consequence I got inforced circumcision at a very young age, which was badly performed by an unqualified person, with no reliable professional training (I have this trauma and I kinda recall the situation and the person performing it to me perfectly, which even makes me sadder and angrier).
After the circumcision, I was left with what I think they're scars and some black spots which I don't know how to call It (the one in the left side I feel like the skin in It is very thin/weak and If I Keep touching It I feel It hurts a bit, is either dead skin or burnt one or a mix of both, I'm not sure, but the worst part is that I've got extra skin that's mixed together and when I lift It and check It, I can see very small holes within It.
I never went to a Doctor because I was ashamed of myself and my ugly penis and also I was afraid he might laugh at me or missjudge even tho he probably wouldn't I realize about that now... (The last part was specially true when I was very young like 12-17, before that I didn't even care since I was basically a kid trying to have some fun with his friends and since I never dated girls I didn't even think about my physique at all, so...)
But now I'm 24 and I'm very worried, that's why I'm asking you for your advice/help.
I'll leave some photos down, to show It better to you, since I feel like they say " a picture is worth a thousand words ".
Thank you for all of your help.