You are not alone. Many women have symptoms like yours. Many of them can find relief from repairing the bulge, But you need to be evaluated by a qualified physician/surgeon, who can diagnose what is wrong, and discuss the range of options available for correcting your situation. That is not always surgery, but if surgery is needed, then a qualified surgeon can do it successfully, I encourage you to get seen for it.
thank you for your answer and I will find a qualified Dr for this.
jack, this sounds like what it is
thanks again
Sounds like you may have a rectocele which is a weakening in the posterior vaginal wall (often from childbirth) resulting in a portion of the anterior rectum to bulge through the weakened vaginal wall.
Would suggest a consult with a qualified urogynecologist.
Hope that helps.