I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I am 31.5 weeks pregnant, and can't imagine. I understand when you say you have so many hopes and dreams for you little one as I do with mine. Your story brought tears to my eyes.
Just know that no matter what people say, there is a reason for everything. We may not know them now, but there's one for every situation that happens in our lives.
You sound like a very strong woman and that you're hnadling things well. I hope the best for you and your boyfriend and that you guys will get pregnant when it's the right timing and everything will go well. I also wish you well with the legal issues you have sitting infront of you, because they can be hard. But like you said, it could dearly save another childs life.
May God Bless you and your family in these times. We're always here to talk. God Bless, you will be in my prayers.