So I had a tubal ligation in 7/06 after my third child. I had a 3 year old daughter, 2 year old son and a baby boy on the way and my marriage was failing. I decided to get a tubal ligation because the thought of providing for three children was a lot for me to handle. Now my marriage has worked out (doing GREAT) and I have three wonderful children. I do, somewhat, regret getting "fixed". My mind is playing tricks on me though. I just had my period, it was late like usual (I usually run 33-35 days) and I only had one day of heavy bleeding where as I usually have 2-3. After my cycle I got extremely sick to my stomach which really tricked my brain, then now I am getting horrible heart burn, which does not happen to me.
When I figured out I was pregnant with my youngest, I was super sick for 2 days then got horrible heartburn. I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. So I think that is why my mind is messing with me.
My worst fear is that I am because I had brain surgery last year which ended up giving me nerve damage (occipital nerve) that is extremely painful. Trying to take care of a 6, 5, 3 year olds is hard enough then you add that in and it is rough (plus finishing up my degree). I am on medication that is not safe for pregnancy and that is what scares me. I know my mind is just messing with me, I had my period. I guess I just needed to type this out and share it so it will get off my mind.