ive got a high texture inside my vigina, this could just simply be you maturing, and youre system is growing up. if there is no pain, dont worry. no std, so dont stress. and maybe birth contril of pill type should be youre course of action... but atleased the texture helps with the apponing mates pleasure. keep youre head up, and keep safe, expeccially witht this recession coming, you shouldnt have a child to feed, it could be hard enough to feed yourself.
You need to tell your mum, she was a teenager once too you know... but if you really cant then go to the doc... do you have a free clinic for teens where you can get tested and check ups etc some where near where you live?? take a friend if ur afraid, its best to get tested for STDs no matter what, you just NEVER know for sure and it could be doing you damage. Life will go on and your mum will get over it, chances are she will be glad that you can go to her for help, thats what mums are for. EVERYONE has things they are embarrassed about, the best tool to over come something is knowledge of it and there is no point wondering. Get tested and one day you will wonder what the fuss is about, everything seem so much more intense when your a teen, you will be ok, be brave and look after yourself, you will be respected for it in the end.
Good luck hun xx