You're welcome. How are you doing now? Have you been able to talk to someone (like really talk) about how you're feeling? Do you feel terrified about your choices?
I was just wondering. Aren't there hormone injections? Could they be affecting how you're feeling?
I hope you have someone close to you who can listen. When is your surgery set for?
I've had surgery for breast cancer issues and that was overwhelming enough. I would seriously not like to be in your position. I hope you have a good doctor and team and they have explained everything well and more importantly, do a good job.
What, why or for who do you feel you're trying to keep it together for. It's OK to discuss concerns. Strength sometimes comes from being weak.
I hope my posting this was OK. It would be nice to talk to you again.
Take care for now.
J
thank you so much at least someone was listening it means alot to me
I expect there is a lot of pressure and discrimination placed on you regarding your gender and perceived choices.
Have you tried therapy to work through some of your thoughts and feelings?
I expect surgery must bring with it a lot of fears and concerns even if it is something that feels right to you.
Feel free to chat here but I would definitely recommend you seek additional support (friends, family, therapist, etc. Whatever is most appropriate to you.).
Good luck with everything and take care.
Hi, i can listen to you anytime you need. I hope you will be ok, i struggle alot as well. Do you have much family support, or a therapist? I am here so just talk ok. Take care