Hi, my name is Becca, 22, and m/c on July 27. it was my first pregnancy. everything seemed fine afterwards, only bled for 3 days, wasn't heavy either. had what seemed like a normal AF too..Aug 27, lasted only 2 days and again, wasn't heavy...
but then, 2 weeks later (Sept 10), i get it again, 2 days, but heavier and more painful...then 2 weeks later (Sept 21), i get it AGAIN, barely 2 days and not heavy at all. i can't get my cycle on track depsite being put on BCP right after i got my first AF in Aug.
i thought i was over this, but everytime my cycle switches up on me, it becomes a constant reminder of why it's doing that to begin with. i have days where i feel so incredibly empty inside, both physically and emotionally. i was told years before that i might have a hard time getting pregnant...then just last year i had a pelvic ultrasound done to find polycystic ovaries, which validated what was told to me years prior. getting pregnant, this time was a mistake, i admit, but it was a blessing in disguise. sure the timing was terrible, in fact, the worst it could possibly get, but i didnt think of that. i thought of the fact that i beat some serious odds at such a young age. i know its only going to get harder for me to get pregnant the older i get, so im becoming concerned at my biological clock now. yes, im 22, is really closer to 35+ to my body. my God, im already showing signs of arthritis. lol i try not to think about it and that im moving on with my life, furthering my education, finally picked a wedding date, but its always still there in the back of my mind...constant reminder.