I can't seem to keep breathing!
For a few years I have suspected I have some sort of sleep apnea, but my symptoms don't seem typical of it nor do I fit the profile. I am 31, healthy, not at all overwieght, don't smoke, dont' do drugs, and only occasionally drink alcohol.
When sleeping I even wake myself up because I am not breathing. I wake to catch myself holding my breath. I have my tongue pushed firm against the roof of my mouth and pressure in my chest from trying to exhale through my mouth but not able to do it. It has progressed to the point where I catch myself holding my breath very often throughout the day when I am conscious too. Basically whenever I am not on the move I fight to keep from holding my breath. What's even stranger is that when I realize I am not breathing I still don't start to do it. It actually takes effort to make myself start doing it. I wonder why I do it, how long I've been doing it, and even tell myself how I need to start breathing - AND I am holding my breath all the while!
Has anyone ever heard of such condition? Could it be physical or psychological?