I am 51 years old had been diagnosed with ovarian cancer and ascites in 2012 did the emergency surgery Total abdominal hysterectomy and debulking ca125 of 800 .It lowered down to 200 post surgery .Started with chemo 3 weeks later (taxol & carbo) for 4 months My doctor put me on Avastin for maintenance but it didn't work form me cause my bp got elevated so decided to stop it .I was doing well for a year and a half and my CA125 stays below 10 digits.But when I get scanned the result showed lesion in the lining of my liver and kidneys.My oncologist started me on Doxil and it worked great for me my CA125 stay stable for six months but then my CA125 started rising so I had my ct scan and found out that I had a small tumor on the previous site of my previous surgery.The nurse said its a slow growing one I can still go on with my trip but I started to doubt because my ca 125 is rising fast.By the time my oncologist got sick and left all his patients so I had to find another one .The waiting to see another one worries me because it will delay my treatment.I finally got in to her and started me on Gemzar And carbo and it worked amazing at the first 2treatments.My CA125 drop from 800 to 165 but then while I'm on my treatment my ca125 starts rising instead of going down.Did the scan after and the 5 nodules are gone except for the tumor that keeps getting bigger fast so I had an explor lap to remove the tumor plus part of my intestine that's touching it .My oncologist wants me to start on Doxil 2weeks after surgery to stop the growth of microscopic cancer cells .3weeks later my abdominal wall it's still sore ,the nurse said its my healing is slow because my body didn't have time to recuperate .(chemo,surgery,& another chemo).A month later my abdomin starts distending ,went to see my doctor and she ordered abdominal ultrasound and possible paracenthesis but found out there's no fluid in there .I was so persistent that something's not functioning right on my abdomin went to my doctor again and order a ct can found out she said that it's not cancer that's causing the distention cause the ct scan is fine .She said its gas ,take semithecone but my abdomin is very distended and its to hard to eat.One day I got a call from my oncologist and told me she got bad news my CA 125 is 5000 after my first chemo of Doxil .She said the drug isn't working .I got freaked out ..I asked her if there's any more drug that's going to work for me she said she has 2 drugs that I can try ...I will see her tomorrow to discuss ..but right now I am so depressed ..I felt that I'm dying already and there's no more hope for me out there ..