https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1084114 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I have been a member on medhelp for about 1 year or so now...I've had my share of driving the moderat WorriedBeBe Sun, 05 Dec 2010 18:24:39 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/250583/Looking-for-better-daysAnd-to-some-degreeI-think-I-found-them https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/250583/Looking-for-better-daysAnd-to-some-degreeI-think-I-found-them Yesterday I had a scratchy throat (needless to say that worried me) then, all of a sudden while i was WorriedBeBe Sat, 06 Feb 2010 19:03:49 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/159885/I-CANNOT-LIVE-LIKE-THIS-ANYMORE https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/159885/I-CANNOT-LIVE-LIKE-THIS-ANYMORE I tried to stay off of this forum and relax....i enjoyed a weekend with my family....shopping and hav WorriedBeBe Mon, 18 Jan 2010 19:56:59 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/153892/I-triedbut-my-fiance-scared-me https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/153892/I-triedbut-my-fiance-scared-me So a little box about how this guy overcame...and i decided to read it....dumb *** move definitely... WorriedBeBe Mon, 11 Jan 2010 20:57:48 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151748/I-should-really-stay-off-the-internet https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151748/I-should-really-stay-off-the-internet So...I was feeling somewhat like i was maybe getting over this whole HIV thing or at least calming do WorriedBeBe Mon, 11 Jan 2010 10:21:34 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151553/The-Thoughts-Just-Keep-Coming https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151553/The-Thoughts-Just-Keep-Coming So I was doing better today...then my body started aching and now I am back in total fear... it was t WorriedBeBe Sun, 10 Jan 2010 23:12:27 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151447/Here-we-Go https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151447/Here-we-Go So...i tried to take a break for a while...spend time with my family...and consult with my fiance' ab WorriedBeBe Sat, 09 Jan 2010 23:42:11 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151135/Wide-AwokeGoing-to-Church-in-a-few-hours https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151135/Wide-AwokeGoing-to-Church-in-a-few-hours So i was doing fine today....and then my daughter threw up after eating and here it came.....the anxi WorriedBeBe Sat, 09 Jan 2010 13:37:05 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151009/My-daughter-threw-up-and-i-am-scared-that-i-gave-her-hiv-some-kind-of-way https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/151009/My-daughter-threw-up-and-i-am-scared-that-i-gave-her-hiv-some-kind-of-way So i was just sitting on the couch and I was thinking about how the new semester is getting ready to WorriedBeBe Thu, 07 Jan 2010 19:21:29 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150517/even-when-i-try-to-be-happy https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150517/even-when-i-try-to-be-happy Today i cried the entire day...no breaks...i have been back and forth cdc website....aidsmed.com and WorriedBeBe Thu, 07 Jan 2010 17:26:28 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150495/I-have-lost-it-OFFICIALLY https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150495/I-have-lost-it-OFFICIALLY what is it about the past that won't allow me to move p-a-s-t it? i am able to live (in a way) with m WorriedBeBe Thu, 07 Jan 2010 01:34:26 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150305/the-past https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/150305/the-past In my mind are little monsters.....These monsters are causing me so much pain emotionally...I can't c WorriedBeBe Sat, 26 Dec 2009 21:04:37 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/147151/In-My-Mind https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/147151/In-My-Mind