BabyRedAngel's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1212005 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en alone i have realised today that im really alone not just feeling it...the people i have around me really d BabyRedAngel Wed, 31 Mar 2010 14:20:29 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/177084/alone https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/177084/alone life life is strange i must say.... i still feel lonely its been a difficult time and i been off the demon BabyRedAngel Mon, 29 Mar 2010 03:12:44 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/176153/life https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/176153/life day 10.... considering ive had no sleep i feel ok ..i think....i have been trying to keep my self busy the last BabyRedAngel Mon, 22 Feb 2010 08:45:45 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164316/day-10 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/164316/day-10 hate its day 8...the more days off these damn drugs the more i really hate myself...it seems i am waking u BabyRedAngel Sat, 20 Feb 2010 06:34:12 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163753/hate https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163753/hate urr what a night again! im thinking of moving my bed into the bathroom as im spending most of my time in BabyRedAngel Thu, 18 Feb 2010 04:23:55 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163242/urr https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163242/urr noooooooooooo oh my god no!! the pain is worse than ever tonight!!! my body keeps wrenching tightly cold lightening BabyRedAngel Wed, 17 Feb 2010 13:10:03 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163069/noooooooooooo https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/163069/noooooooooooo day 5 trama wd... it would seem i am alone in my little bubble at the moment days are passing but my time stands still, BabyRedAngel Wed, 17 Feb 2010 05:33:12 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162951/day-5-trama-wd https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162951/day-5-trama-wd help!!! my heart is going to explode 3 days nearly and i feel worse everyday every minute.......my heart is b BabyRedAngel Mon, 15 Feb 2010 13:39:25 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162542/help https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162542/help argh..... after a night of no sleep again! i feel like crap but more determined today, im starting to get a pur BabyRedAngel Mon, 15 Feb 2010 06:07:20 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162442/argh https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162442/argh hell...thats where i am..... damn my head is a shed of crap!! i hurt thats the main thought of today...i hurt real bad....im hot.. BabyRedAngel Sun, 14 Feb 2010 15:36:43 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162320/hellthats-where-i-am https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/162320/hellthats-where-i-am