https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1253584 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, I wi ang_811 Thu, 11 Sep 2014 23:37:33 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1201814/I-am-your-disease https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1201814/I-am-your-disease I'm not handling things very well after my drs appointment yesterday. He hit me with reality. For ang_811 Sat, 25 May 2013 13:53:12 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/778977/battle-inside https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/778977/battle-inside I'm not gonna allow my ego stand n the way of my life and not reach out for help. I've been havin ang_811 Thu, 16 May 2013 16:39:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771359/need-support https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771359/need-support I'm not gonna allow my ego stand n the way of my life and not reach out for help. I've been havin ang_811 Thu, 16 May 2013 16:38:29 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771358/need-support https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771358/need-support I'm not gonna allow my ego stand n the way of my life and not reach out for help. I've been havin ang_811 Thu, 16 May 2013 16:38:23 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771357/need-support https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771357/need-support I'm not gonna allow my ego stand n the way of my life and not reach out for help. I've been havin ang_811 Thu, 16 May 2013 16:38:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771356/need-support https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/771356/need-support Its been one week since my friend Travis passed. I've been n a great deal of denial. Tonight it's hit ang_811 Fri, 28 Dec 2012 20:35:40 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/637812/Hurting https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/637812/Hurting I'm writting this not to look for pity but in hopes of scarring someone into sobriety with my story. ang_811 Fri, 07 Dec 2012 11:30:31 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/617137/health-problems-due-to-using-for-years https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/617137/health-problems-due-to-using-for-years I was debating on wether or not to post this here but then i got to thinking it could maybe help sum1 ang_811 Mon, 03 Sep 2012 10:00:38 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/547011/Words-can-KILL https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/547011/Words-can-KILL Its been a lil over a week now since my cousin who was more like a brother then anything was tragical ang_811 Wed, 22 Aug 2012 17:03:40 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/542802/Shawn-Gone-but-not-forgotton https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/542802/Shawn-Gone-but-not-forgotton Today im feeling grateful n blessed. I've Been having a hard time this time around after loosing a r ang_811 Tue, 25 Oct 2011 11:11:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/321652/Grateful https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/321652/Grateful I got some tragic news today. I loss two of my good freinds, who i worked with, when they got hit by ang_811 Thu, 08 Sep 2011 21:24:45 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/312967/The-heart-hurts-tonight https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/312967/The-heart-hurts-tonight 2day has marked 1 week since my life has changed. They say no life changing desicions the first year ang_811 Thu, 11 Aug 2011 13:03:42 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/307333/Life-has-changed-dramatically-in-the-past-week https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/307333/Life-has-changed-dramatically-in-the-past-week Got alot of stress going on in my life. Alot of worries and trying to deal with the hard emotions. Al ang_811 Sun, 10 Jul 2011 12:22:49 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/301292/Overwhelmned https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/301292/Overwhelmned These past 3 weeks have been extremly difficult. It started on valentines day when Doug was diagnosed ang_811 Sat, 05 Mar 2011 11:34:26 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/273323/Saying-Goodbye-to-my-step-dad-Doug-RIP https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/273323/Saying-Goodbye-to-my-step-dad-Doug-RIP Ive been busy lately with everything going on and havent had the time to message every1 back. I just ang_811 Sat, 19 Feb 2011 13:41:25 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/269689/A-thank-you-letter https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/269689/A-thank-you-letter dear pills... I'm writting this letter to ya so that u can understand that im moving on with my l ang_811 Tue, 30 Nov 2010 22:49:24 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/249557/goodbye-pills https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/249557/goodbye-pills I havent had one of these dreams n a really long time, probally since i was living n an active addcit ang_811 Wed, 20 Oct 2010 11:57:54 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239433/Feeling-guilty-but-what-did-i-do https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239433/Feeling-guilty-but-what-did-i-do Natural highs are the only true highs. If you want that lasting feeling of euphoria. Its all about fi ang_811 Tue, 19 Oct 2010 11:34:50 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239169/The-Natural-Highs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/239169/The-Natural-Highs I was just thinking its a much better life and alot more fun and rewarding living clean and sober. I ang_811 Fri, 17 Sep 2010 12:37:53 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/230960/Living-sober-vs-Living-high https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/230960/Living-sober-vs-Living-high