Hairytoes's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Trending Down! Watch Out! Don't Plateau. I looked at harder stuff than I have since the last time I acted out. Luckily, I changed my mind and Hairytoes Sat, 29 Aug 2015 15:41:47 -0500 15 days I'm set on abstaining from any looking at all for 15 days. That will take me to 30 days overall. I d Hairytoes Fri, 28 Aug 2015 12:06:19 -0500 Break Through This Wall! I came so close to acting out tonight. I know I am experiencing withdrawals. No doubt my affirmations Hairytoes Wed, 26 Aug 2015 19:04:24 -0500 Half Way to 30! I'm halfway to 30 days. I know this hasn't been a purely clean 15 days so far. I'm hoping to not look Hairytoes Wed, 26 Aug 2015 15:28:02 -0500 Affirmations I'm really having a good couple of days! Tennis may be the replacement for SA. I need to just cont Hairytoes Wed, 26 Aug 2015 15:19:46 -0500 Tuesday Much better day today. I did only worthwhile things. I had one time today where improper thoughts cam Hairytoes Tue, 25 Aug 2015 16:48:23 -0500 GETTING AWAY FROM TRUSTING...again Well, the day is pretty much finishing out. I did affirmations twice. They seem to be working, but ma Hairytoes Mon, 24 Aug 2015 15:17:37 -0500 Progress I had a good two days with no skirting or acting out. Today, I skirted a little but found some streng Hairytoes Mon, 24 Aug 2015 08:12:48 -0500 Keep Keeping On I took my 'skirting' a little further yesterday, though I didn't look as long. I guess my tracker is Hairytoes Sat, 22 Aug 2015 11:16:51 -0500 Not So Bad I thought about it some more. I shouldn't be too hard on myself. I have resisted to a degree. I havn' Hairytoes Thu, 20 Aug 2015 18:02:02 -0500 Fourth Day Fourth day in a row I have played around for hours on the lines of my boundaries. I may have even ste Hairytoes Thu, 20 Aug 2015 15:22:52 -0500 Duplicate of Yesterday Today has been a duplicate of today. I "skirted" the boundary. Though, again, I didn't technically vi Hairytoes Tue, 18 Aug 2015 11:51:44 -0500 Mid-Day Check In It's in the afternoon now. I had about two times where a phantom SA thought was presented to me. By g Hairytoes Mon, 17 Aug 2015 11:30:57 -0500 Gray Area FocusMe was not up when I turned on the computer! It caused me to skirt on the edge of acting out. I Hairytoes Mon, 17 Aug 2015 09:30:55 -0500 4 Day benchmark Four days, I hear, is a benchmark. It is the beginning where a brain begins to learn the new attitude Hairytoes Sun, 16 Aug 2015 08:01:58 -0500 Rewards. Mon and Tue...what should I do? I am thinking about the rewards in succeeding in SA: a smartphone in a year. I am also nervous about Hairytoes Sat, 15 Aug 2015 09:31:06 -0500 REPLACEwith TRUST not DON'T DO I'm trying to remember to believe God every day - Everything he has told me. I need to trust in Him w Hairytoes Fri, 14 Aug 2015 11:06:47 -0500 Keep my thoughts and heart on Him.Put trust in the being God! I have to type this before I forget and fall victim again to the porn. I have only on thing to do. IT Hairytoes Thu, 13 Aug 2015 12:27:23 -0500 SA Emotions Diminsh Critical Thinking I find that when time has passed from my last period of acting out, feelings begin to wash over me at Hairytoes Thu, 13 Aug 2015 12:11:15 -0500 Belief Helped with Today...a LOT less work too! I know I need to stop trying and start believing. That has always been the most effective method. Oth Hairytoes Wed, 12 Aug 2015 16:44:37 -0500