evilways's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1570583 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Starting over YET Again Part of me has been wondering lately if i will just be FOREVER trying to be clean and never getting t evilways Mon, 28 Nov 2011 11:28:32 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/327850/Starting-over-YET-Again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/327850/Starting-over-YET-Again The Shame of Relapse I relapsed. Im so mad at myself. I took tramadol once because i had a very weak moment and then i use evilways Mon, 14 Nov 2011 11:50:32 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/325253/The-Shame-of-Relapse- https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/325253/The-Shame-of-Relapse- 20 Days and Counting Today I am 20 days clean. Its a weird feeling. the first couple weeks were very easy and positive, wh evilways Wed, 26 Oct 2011 10:46:17 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/321835/20-Days-and-Counting https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/321835/20-Days-and-Counting 8 days a week I am 8 days clean today! I didnt buy pills earlier this week when i had the chance and I am not withd evilways Fri, 14 Oct 2011 14:18:59 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319820/8-days-a-week https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319820/8-days-a-week I passed my first test of sobriety! To start with let me say this: My 58yo mom lives with me and is disabled. She takes pain medicine too evilways Thu, 13 Oct 2011 10:30:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319617/I-passed-my-first-test-of-sobriety- https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319617/I-passed-my-first-test-of-sobriety- I am Free I am free from pills. I am not going back this time. Last week I had an awakening. A realization abou evilways Tue, 11 Oct 2011 12:40:22 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319209/I-am-Free https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/319209/I-am-Free 3 Days Clean and Starting To Feel It... This will be My 4th day clean. The Withdrawls seem to be delayed and just kicking in now. Im not feel evilways Wed, 02 Mar 2011 14:37:33 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/272612/3-Days-Clean-and-Starting-To-Feel-It https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/272612/3-Days-Clean-and-Starting-To-Feel-It My Mistake well the good news is that I didnt go buy pills yesterday. The BAD news is that I also Tore a bunch o evilways Tue, 15 Feb 2011 15:43:05 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268666/My-Mistake https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268666/My-Mistake Whats Going to Happen? So here is a little about whats going on right now: I got a DUI 3 years ago (I dont drink anymore at evilways Mon, 14 Feb 2011 15:37:42 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268374/Whats-Going-to-Happen https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/268374/Whats-Going-to-Happen Stress and More Stress Ive Gone through so many Day 2's of trying to get clean that it feels like a Joke. Obviously I am not evilways Fri, 11 Feb 2011 10:51:13 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/267732/Stress-and-More-Stress https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/267732/Stress-and-More-Stress A little Background on me I am a 24 year old Female. I have been taking pain pills for 2 years. I got addicted slowly and then evilways Thu, 10 Feb 2011 11:23:13 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/267454/A-little-Background-on-me https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/267454/A-little-Background-on-me