AHP84's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/184674 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en My mom's wigs December 6, 2011, my mom left a voicemail on my phone, all giddy and happy explaining she'd just gott AHP84 Thu, 07 Feb 2013 13:59:23 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/676964/My-moms-wigs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/676964/My-moms-wigs My little boy is THREE! It really does not seem like three years have flown by already and my "baby" boy, Greydon, is going t AHP84 Thu, 24 Jan 2013 17:25:18 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/666193/My-little-boy-is-THREE https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/666193/My-little-boy-is-THREE Baby name dilemma I'm nearly to my third trimester and I never thought I'd ever have this predicament, considering my h AHP84 Tue, 22 Jan 2013 10:15:30 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/664080/Baby-name-dilemma https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/664080/Baby-name-dilemma I wish I didn't have to do this anymore I really don't know how much more stress I can manage, I really don't. I feel like I'm losing my mind AHP84 Tue, 15 Jan 2013 12:56:46 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/656404/I-wish-I-didnt-have-to-do-this-anymore https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/656404/I-wish-I-didnt-have-to-do-this-anymore May sound crazy... To begin, I do not believe in ghosts or visitations from the dead in spirit. As a Christian, I believ AHP84 Thu, 27 Dec 2012 17:39:30 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/636721/May-sound-crazy https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/636721/May-sound-crazy Dad, are you someone worth finding? As I was driving my kids to school this rainy, dreary morning, I had the local Christian radio statio AHP84 Thu, 20 Dec 2012 11:51:18 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629256/Dad--are-you-someone-worth-finding https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629256/Dad--are-you-someone-worth-finding She amazes me I never realized how much I'd miss my mom now that she's gone. "Missing her" actually doesn't even to AHP84 Wed, 12 Dec 2012 12:45:44 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622530/She-amazes-me https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/622530/She-amazes-me It's a boy? I had my main ultrasound yesterday at 19 weeks and wouldn't it figure that the baby had its legs tigh AHP84 Tue, 04 Dec 2012 15:24:22 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/614929/Its-a-boy https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/614929/Its-a-boy Pink Boobs I'll bet that title got your attention, huh? I've actually had this journal up for a day, originally AHP84 Wed, 10 Oct 2012 09:26:36 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561972/Pink-Boobs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561972/Pink-Boobs Not a good day Today is my mom's birthday. She would have been 56 today, but instead, I'm celebrating the day of her AHP84 Mon, 08 Oct 2012 12:05:57 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561304/Not-a-good-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/561304/Not-a-good-day Six months I can't seem to wrap my mind around the fact that Sunday, September 23 will mark six months since my AHP84 Thu, 20 Sep 2012 14:25:43 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/553207/Six-months https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/553207/Six-months Some progress It's been awhile since I last journaled. I'm doing better in handling the depression and PTSD and fin AHP84 Wed, 11 Jul 2012 09:59:02 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/515180/Some-progress https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/515180/Some-progress The house I had a really severe anxiety attack from the PTSD yesterday, right in the middle of my work day. Tha AHP84 Wed, 06 Jun 2012 17:27:48 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/434131/The-house https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/434131/The-house Impossible rainbow The school year for my seven year old son, Trevor, is in its last few days this week, and I have to s AHP84 Wed, 23 May 2012 10:29:53 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/427460/Impossible-rainbow https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/427460/Impossible-rainbow She came to see me! After having a particularly bad anxiety attack in the middle of the night last night (which I usually AHP84 Fri, 11 May 2012 13:48:40 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/386691/She-came-to-see-me https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/386691/She-came-to-see-me Mother's Day :'-( When I hear the words "Mother's Day" it's like having a red-hot knife go into my heart. Everyone has AHP84 Tue, 08 May 2012 14:08:59 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/381568/Mothers-Day-- https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/381568/Mothers-Day-- Mockingbird Today I saw a mockingbird and it reminded me of you. That memory of when you found the baby that fell AHP84 Mon, 30 Apr 2012 16:18:44 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/355159/Mockingbird https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/355159/Mockingbird Broken I never knew grief could physically hurt. I honestly feel like my heart is literally crushing under t AHP84 Thu, 26 Apr 2012 10:20:39 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354414/Broken https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/354414/Broken So sudden There are probably not many people on MH that follow my story anymore, but for those that are still h AHP84 Sat, 24 Mar 2012 21:03:10 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348634/So-sudden https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348634/So-sudden Diagnosis! So relieved! I haven't been too active on MedHelp lately, but wanted to write this journal as an update to anyone AHP84 Thu, 16 Feb 2012 15:40:39 -0600 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/341911/Diagnosis-So-relieved https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/341911/Diagnosis-So-relieved