https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2087494 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I am dealing with emotions now feelings i guess this is part of the healing process. Its really scary batpeace Sun, 15 Apr 2012 23:08:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352475/confronting-my-soul https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352475/confronting-my-soul Wow it day two of no pills and im feeling way better than i thought i would. I have stayed outside in batpeace Fri, 13 Apr 2012 11:01:55 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352033/surprising-myself https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/352033/surprising-myself Ok...i have been still using and sometimes more than two a day. However im leaving for virginia in tw batpeace Wed, 11 Apr 2012 10:31:53 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351627/been-awhile https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/351627/been-awhile Today my sister and husband made a decision that i would be better with my sister back in virginia be batpeace Tue, 03 Apr 2012 19:51:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350389/a-decision https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350389/a-decision Im really disappointed yesterday i had a event to attend and i was drinking also i took four pills. T batpeace Mon, 02 Apr 2012 09:56:21 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350118/back-to-four-a-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/350118/back-to-four-a-day Today i woke up and knew before i could cope with the day i had to have a pill so im still dependent batpeace Fri, 30 Mar 2012 11:29:12 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349633/still-cant-make-a-day-without-them https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349633/still-cant-make-a-day-without-them I have been very proud of myself taking two a day is not that bad ... Im looking back thinking how ma batpeace Wed, 28 Mar 2012 12:48:48 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349350/day-by-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/349350/day-by-day Well i detox for 48 hours until i couldnt take it anymore the sickness was hoorible and it really sca batpeace Mon, 26 Mar 2012 15:03:47 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348985/a-bit-disappointed https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348985/a-bit-disappointed So today i have turned down three attempts to get opiates, my aunt and brother are out parting the da batpeace Sat, 24 Mar 2012 18:29:38 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348620/so-aggrevated https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348620/so-aggrevated For me to gain back my life For my husband to give him the wife he knows i am Today is my neices batpeace Sat, 24 Mar 2012 13:05:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348577/my-reasons https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348577/my-reasons Today i woke up and had to tell my mother i could not go with her to a event we plannedbut after disc batpeace Sat, 24 Mar 2012 12:05:49 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348571/step-one https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348571/step-one I just took my last pill tonight i am now going into the detox phase and im afraid. I know the next d batpeace Sat, 24 Mar 2012 06:01:09 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348508/the-decision https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/348508/the-decision