carr's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/338939 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en untitled I miss you, my soul mate, I truly do, its a shame I cant be with you, I beg and plead, I'm on m carr Sat, 19 Sep 2009 01:56:32 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/122575/untitled https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/122575/untitled reality i think i found myself today, i didnt go far, just went astray. i went down a path of pure delight carr Fri, 03 Jul 2009 06:29:41 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102939/reality https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102939/reality When I Met You... When we met, I was touched by you, in so many places, that has been visited by so few. We met b carr Wed, 18 Feb 2009 01:41:05 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63314/When-I-Met-You https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63314/When-I-Met-You Lifes Road... I have no words of wisdom, that I can share with you, I can only listen, to what's been hurting yo carr Wed, 18 Feb 2009 01:40:11 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63313/Lifes-Road https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63313/Lifes-Road Missing Pieces I am empty, nothing but a shell, Reality hasn't eluded me, I can tell. Life is cruel, rarely kind, carr Wed, 18 Feb 2009 01:38:37 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63312/Missing-Pieces https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63312/Missing-Pieces Silence Is Golden..it heals nothing...The Walk Let's take a walk down memory lane, it won't take long, it's only one way. I remember the day after carr Wed, 18 Feb 2009 01:37:23 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63310/Silence-Is-Goldenit-heals-nothingThe-Walk https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/63310/Silence-Is-Goldenit-heals-nothingThe-Walk THE BRAIN'S RESPONSE TO METHAMPHETAMINES Speed, meth, chalk, crystal, ice, glass. These are all names for the drug methamphetamine. Meth com carr Sat, 25 Oct 2008 15:09:52 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36395/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-METHAMPHETAMINES https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36395/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-METHAMPHETAMINES THE BRAIN'S RESONSE TO MARIJUANA Did you know that marijuana can cause some people to lose focus on events around them? It makes othe carr Fri, 24 Oct 2008 20:10:57 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36272/THE-BRAINS-RESONSE-TO-MARIJUANA https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36272/THE-BRAINS-RESONSE-TO-MARIJUANA THE BRAIN'S RESPONSE TO STIMULANTS (COCAINE) We all know that caffeine is a mild stimulant found in chocolate, soda's and coffee. Although these a carr Fri, 24 Oct 2008 18:11:35 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36251/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-STIMULANTS-COCAINE https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36251/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-STIMULANTS-COCAINE THE BRAIN'S RESPONSE TO OPIATES Opiates are made from opium, which comes from the poppy plant. They're also referred to as narcotic' carr Fri, 24 Oct 2008 17:46:09 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36246/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-OPIATES https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/36246/THE-BRAINS-RESPONSE-TO-OPIATES Tired i'm tired of asking questions that you give sincere answers too, i'm tired of calling, asking if you carr Mon, 20 Oct 2008 03:55:52 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/34799/Tired https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/34799/Tired A Little Clear Sack (april 2008) I'll bring you up, then I'll bring you down, I'll bring you much pleasure, but when it's over you'll carr Mon, 06 Oct 2008 02:40:37 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/31972/A-Little-Clear-Sack-april-2008 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/31972/A-Little-Clear-Sack-april-2008 Desire (april 2008) I seem to be lost alot these days, trying to rid myself of my old ways, lot's of decisions that nee carr Mon, 06 Oct 2008 02:24:06 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/31971/Desire-april-2008 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/31971/Desire-april-2008 another one.... FIRST” APRIL 12, 07 When I kissed your lips for the first time, I knew you would be mine. When carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:19:51 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1220/another-one https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1220/another-one he was on a binge and i thought i heard him call my name...he wasnt home... “GHOST” August 8, 06 I feel you near, I feel you close, Almost as if you were a ghost. I thoug carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:17:52 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1219/he-was-on-a-binge-and-i-thought-i-heard-him-call-my-namehe-wasnt-home https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1219/he-was-on-a-binge-and-i-thought-i-heard-him-call-my-namehe-wasnt-home i wasnt using heavy drugs when some of these were written... “ONCE AGAIN” July 9, 06 Once again, I am here and you are not, This is happening quite a lot. carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:17:00 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1218/i-wasnt-using-heavy-drugs-when-some-of-these-were-written https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1218/i-wasnt-using-heavy-drugs-when-some-of-these-were-written after bf was in jail...he went on a binge..the next day.... “UNTITLED” May 2006 I re-read all your letters trying to get a clue, But all that I came up wi carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:15:59 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1217/after-bf-was-in-jailhe-went-on-a-bingethe-next-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1217/after-bf-was-in-jailhe-went-on-a-bingethe-next-day this is my fav....if you ask i will tell u why.... “BOUND BY BLOOD” August 5, 06 My life with you is fulfilled and sweet, Without you carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:14:56 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1216/this-is-my-favif-you-ask-i-will-tell-u-why https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1216/this-is-my-favif-you-ask-i-will-tell-u-why untitled poem...my bf was in jail for being stoopid..all drug related... “UNTITLED” August 5, 06 I cried myself to sleep last night, Holding on to your shirt so carr Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:02:00 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1215/untitled-poemmy-bf-was-in-jail-for-being-stoopidall-drug-related https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1215/untitled-poemmy-bf-was-in-jail-for-being-stoopidall-drug-related a poem i wrote while clean...... "SLEEP" April 2, 06 You are just waking up from a long deep sleep, Through half opened eyes l carr Wed, 28 Nov 2007 21:17:12 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1208/a-poem-i-wrote-while-clean https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1208/a-poem-i-wrote-while-clean