https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/464044 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Today has been very hard. I'm active in my addiction again. Worse than before. Now loving the holy tr coconuts27 Wed, 31 Dec 2014 03:17:56 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1319692/just-need-to-vent https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/1319692/just-need-to-vent Today went good. I went back to work . Was slammed as soon as I walked in with about 50 kids and 25 a coconuts27 Sat, 28 Jul 2012 05:02:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/521236/Day-5 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/521236/Day-5 Today I feel much better and way more motivated than the days before. I am so thankful to God that th coconuts27 Thu, 26 Jul 2012 18:11:50 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/520625/Day-4 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/520625/Day-4 Today is day 3 without pain pills. I have to say that it's not as bad as I expected. The worst of my coconuts27 Wed, 28 May 2008 15:56:11 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11948/Day-3 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11948/Day-3 So I have finally made it thru my first day pill free. In a way, it feels good. I did this on my own. coconuts27 Tue, 27 May 2008 04:17:13 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11805/Day-One https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11805/Day-One To all my friends, dont read this song and start to worry about me. A friend gave me this cd when I s coconuts27 Sat, 17 May 2008 17:18:40 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11033/Lyrics-to-Had-Enough-by-Zigg-Zagg https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11033/Lyrics-to-Had-Enough-by-Zigg-Zagg As I sit here trying to make sense of whats going on here, I cant help but wonder who the he!! makes coconuts27 Fri, 16 May 2008 21:45:19 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10999/Whats-really-going-on-here https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10999/Whats-really-going-on-here After leaving this dreadful place, I go to see my daughter. I'm so excited. It had been 2 days since coconuts27 Sat, 03 May 2008 03:06:15 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10116/The-Worst-Day-Ever-part-2 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10116/The-Worst-Day-Ever-part-2 Yesterday I found out that I had somehow lost my parental rights. I was told that I could not pick up coconuts27 Thu, 01 May 2008 21:51:35 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/9952/The-Worst-Day-Ever https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/9952/The-Worst-Day-Ever Well it's been a month since I gave detox a serious shot. My last attempt was very serious on my part coconuts27 Tue, 29 Apr 2008 05:41:17 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/9724/Time-to-Quit https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/9724/Time-to-Quit