lonelyinCA's MedHelp Blogs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/500773 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en A dream about relapsing Very scary. Last night I have a dream where I remember rationalizing, using, and then the guilt afte lonelyinCA Tue, 20 May 2008 09:06:03 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11217/A-dream-about-relapsing https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/11217/A-dream-about-relapsing Day 9 mind tricks Things have been pretty well, considering the alternatives. However, today was the first time I was lonelyinCA Wed, 14 May 2008 23:10:24 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10842/Day-9-mind-tricks https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10842/Day-9-mind-tricks Day 4... note to self Still feeling pretty good. Made the hour walk this morning - which was great. But I still feel like I lonelyinCA Fri, 09 May 2008 12:38:48 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10501/Day-4-note-to-self https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10501/Day-4-note-to-self A note to those little white pills So.. it's Day 3 without you. I did something I haven't done in a long time. Took a long walk this mo lonelyinCA Thu, 08 May 2008 11:33:56 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10438/A-note-to-those-little-white-pills https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/10438/A-note-to-those-little-white-pills