https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/528011 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Why do I still feel so damn awful....................I actually started feeling so much worse almost shabbycat Sun, 13 Jul 2008 22:23:14 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/16908/WHY https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/16908/WHY I am at 32 days today. I thought a few days ago I was gonna use. I even bought some stuff right befor shabbycat Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:28:18 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/16169/Still-clean https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/16169/Still-clean Why when we do something good does something bad have to come along and kick us when we are trying so shabbycat Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:15:32 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15741/F-this-sh https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15741/F-this-sh Yesterday was the best day ever since I began this journey. I was honored by being present for the bi shabbycat Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:30:28 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15503/WOW-I-had-my-first-day-of-being-grateful-I-wasnt-high https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15503/WOW-I-had-my-first-day-of-being-grateful-I-wasnt-high I cant bear this another minute...........................its what i keep saying, this is the worst. shabbycat Sun, 29 Jun 2008 23:29:22 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15134/Soooooooo-Depressed-tonight https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15134/Soooooooo-Depressed-tonight Ok well I really expected things to be better than what they r right now............................I shabbycat Sun, 29 Jun 2008 07:56:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15067/day-24 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/15067/day-24 Yep, I made it woohoo, its not ****!!! I still cannot sleep. I am still sick!!! This will be the seco shabbycat Thu, 26 Jun 2008 06:20:21 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14768/day-21 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14768/day-21 Well I didnt go back to methadone clinic..................not yet atleast. I am in such a bad depress shabbycat Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:47:29 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14243/METHADONE-THE-EVIL-CYCLE https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14243/METHADONE-THE-EVIL-CYCLE hey now don't make a sound Say have you heard the news today? One flag was taken down To raise ano shabbycat Fri, 20 Jun 2008 00:09:03 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14223/foo https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14223/foo i still recall the taste of your tears echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears my fav shabbycat Thu, 19 Jun 2008 23:11:14 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14220/another-perfect-song-for-how-i-feel-now https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14220/another-perfect-song-for-how-i-feel-now Chasing Cars lyrics We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or an shabbycat Thu, 19 Jun 2008 22:20:25 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14218/this-song-keeps-going-thru-my-head https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14218/this-song-keeps-going-thru-my-head I am on day 14 and I am as asick as i was when i started this freakin journey!!! I am considering goi shabbycat Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:37:50 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14130/headed-back-to-methadone https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/14130/headed-back-to-methadone Well I am on day 4 and let me say this isnt getting much easier. :( I am unhappy totally miserable shabbycat Mon, 09 Jun 2008 19:57:34 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13114/METHADONE-IS-THE-DEBIL-Part-one-of-MY-journey https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/13114/METHADONE-IS-THE-DEBIL-Part-one-of-MY-journey I took that methadone today at about 11 and i am already sweaty nausiated and feeling a bit jumpy. I shabbycat Thu, 05 Jun 2008 20:11:33 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/12707/feelin-horrible-already-again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/12707/feelin-horrible-already-again I am sitting here wishing someone would respond to me (my presence) any posts Ive made. I feel so des shabbycat Thu, 05 Jun 2008 00:36:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/12634/This-is-getting-OLD https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/12634/This-is-getting-OLD