https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/5729648 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en So far away from knowing where I am going I am trying hard to find out who I am They all say that I Ms_im_doin_it Thu, 29 Aug 2013 18:42:55 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/855630/When-your-young-By-Three-Doors-Down https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/855630/When-your-young-By-Three-Doors-Down Our higher power! You won’t find him drinking under tables Rolling dice or staying out 'til 3 Y Ms_im_doin_it Wed, 21 Aug 2013 08:12:47 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/850657/Next-to-meby-Emilie-Sande https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/850657/Next-to-meby-Emilie-Sande My today's way of Sharing....made easy! She's fine, most of the time She takes her days with a Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 18 Aug 2013 01:34:47 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/849190/Breathe-just-breathe https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/849190/Breathe-just-breathe Just have to get this in black & white before I lose it! I cant believe the lengths a mistake from m Ms_im_doin_it Mon, 12 Aug 2013 09:37:05 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/843192/The-devil-Cold-November-rainin-August-WOW https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/843192/The-devil-Cold-November-rainin-August-WOW Our sacifices come hard...but, I believe they exsist for our own good & the insight behind them lies Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 11 Aug 2013 11:24:37 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/842620/My-Sacrificeby-Creed https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/842620/My-Sacrificeby-Creed I was thinking...something I seem to be soaring at these days between the insomina {which is surely g Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 11 Aug 2013 07:32:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/842565/My-return-to-Self-Inventory https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/842565/My-return-to-Self-Inventory Thinking today was nice! As I lay here with my thoughts bouncing about I can't help but feel grateful Ms_im_doin_it Wed, 07 Aug 2013 23:45:13 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/837836/Cant-sleep https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/837836/Cant-sleep This Sunday thing is a new one! I've forever hated Sundays....even as a little girl it meant church a Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 04 Aug 2013 10:29:03 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/835192/Learning-to-love-Sundays https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/835192/Learning-to-love-Sundays How easily the years find you when we first set out to deceive ourselves ....without intention! The w Ms_im_doin_it Sat, 03 Aug 2013 17:22:18 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/834753/Today-a-Nightmare-from-my-past-has-returnedDamn-it https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/834753/Today-a-Nightmare-from-my-past-has-returnedDamn-it Thinking today was kind of a breakthrough for me.....it's rather sweet to be having another breakthro Ms_im_doin_it Sat, 03 Aug 2013 00:16:43 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/834552/My-35th-happy-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/834552/My-35th-happy-day Wow...not sure I can find the words this time but I'm gonna try...that's my thing maybe...jumping wit Ms_im_doin_it Wed, 31 Jul 2013 22:37:51 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/833234/finding-the-wordsall-wrapped-up https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/833234/finding-the-wordsall-wrapped-up Its kind of hard to believe how amazed I am that Im finally here! When I made the decision to stop th Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 28 Jul 2013 12:39:41 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/831415/30-Days-of-freedom https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/831415/30-Days-of-freedom I guess when I thought of being clean & free from the grip Methadone had on me for almost 10 yrs I ne Ms_im_doin_it Tue, 16 Jul 2013 16:20:07 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/821351/My-first-N-A-meetinga-good-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/821351/My-first-N-A-meetinga-good-day Day 16...MD free! The second wk of detox was a good....the WD was minimal but there...Im just findin Ms_im_doin_it Sun, 14 Jul 2013 14:14:57 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/818179/Difficult-days-Sundays-have-always-bummed-me-out-WANT-it-to-stop https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/818179/Difficult-days-Sundays-have-always-bummed-me-out-WANT-it-to-stop Where to start! I just feel so blessed today....I havent felt that way in YEARS! My first day clean.. Ms_im_doin_it Fri, 12 Jul 2013 10:54:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/816199/Lovin-myself-today2-wks-Clean-feeling-alive-again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/816199/Lovin-myself-today2-wks-Clean-feeling-alive-again Its day 12...and much of the physical w'd has eased up....the insomnia and restlessness is still hang Ms_im_doin_it Wed, 10 Jul 2013 09:51:48 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/814558/The-Rush-of-Feelings-awaiting-usMMT-detox-solo https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/814558/The-Rush-of-Feelings-awaiting-usMMT-detox-solo