https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/613357 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en I have my last cycle of AC two days after Christmas. I hate chemo with a vengence. At this stage mo Jaquta Thu, 20 Dec 2012 01:00:45 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629092/Last-AC-cycle https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/629092/Last-AC-cycle Feel really tired. Can't wait to have the drain removed. Hopefully it can be removed early next wee Jaquta Thu, 23 Aug 2012 23:35:42 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/543613/Surgical-drain https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/543613/Surgical-drain Tonight I feel tired and numb. Is hard to believe that my life may be cut short by cancer. Is harde Jaquta Thu, 23 Aug 2012 02:45:11 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/543105/Cancer-diagnosis https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/543105/Cancer-diagnosis I feel exhausted. I have been second guessing my decision not to have breast reconstruction. I feel Jaquta Tue, 31 Jul 2012 02:50:32 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/522444/31-July https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/522444/31-July Is falling over just a maladaptive way to deal with life? I feel so shut down but was wondering wh Jaquta Fri, 10 Dec 2010 22:53:57 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/251855/Falling-over https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/251855/Falling-over At least I can still have a conversation with myself. I don't think people really care that I hurt o Jaquta Tue, 07 Dec 2010 15:55:05 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/251060/Accepting-that-I-dont-matter https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/251060/Accepting-that-I-dont-matter