Cloudwindgate's MedHelp Blogs Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en A monster called paranoia (2/13/2011) They say that there is noting to fear but fear itself. Did they know the monster called paranoia. I Cloudwindgate Mon, 14 Feb 2011 00:27:52 -0500 January 31, 2011 (Doing good only to suffer) I tired so hard to be in a good mood to be supportive for someone else you needed it and now it has l Cloudwindgate Mon, 31 Jan 2011 22:16:42 -0500 untitled by Matthew L D (story) I wrote this its just what came to me. I hope you enjoy reading it. I laid there feeling the Cloudwindgate Tue, 18 Jan 2011 13:37:54 -0500 I hate people Last night I was at wendy's and some stupid teens or something thought it would be fun to yell I hate Cloudwindgate Thu, 13 Jan 2011 13:44:27 -0500 Good news Our Land owners told the realtiy company that they understand our reasons and that they are not going Cloudwindgate Wed, 12 Jan 2011 23:07:54 -0500 Risk of being homeless........again It seems this happens every few years to us. I hate it we can't pay rent and now there telling us tha Cloudwindgate Tue, 11 Jan 2011 13:46:47 -0500 october 14, 2010 { what now} So now i have a few weeks off before next semester so i think i need to get some things together and Cloudwindgate Tue, 14 Dec 2010 20:35:42 -0500 11/11/2010 {Personal notes} two new pictures up. Health log up to date. Teeth still ****** up. Still feel alone. given up Cloudwindgate Thu, 11 Nov 2010 12:47:06 -0500 October 18, 2010 {Crying Alone} I feel alone and with out supports. People dumping there probalems on me or wanting to vent on me. Bu Cloudwindgate Tue, 19 Oct 2010 02:22:54 -0400 october 9, 2010 {birthday} YEAH! I'm happy to say ive lived this long and its time to renew my dreams to find my passion -_- tha Cloudwindgate Sat, 09 Oct 2010 11:24:14 -0400 Passion I wonder what happened to it were did it go...................... Cloudwindgate Fri, 08 Oct 2010 16:10:10 -0400 october 6, 2010 {A hopeful feeling} It's strange this hopeful feeling i have. All i need is a passion. I need reason to be. I need this b Cloudwindgate Wed, 06 Oct 2010 19:09:30 -0400 october 6, 2010 {all in my mind} It seems that everything is in my head or at least that's what my parents say. Perhaps it is. I under Cloudwindgate Wed, 06 Oct 2010 15:43:20 -0400 september 28, 2010 {FAT and Pounds of worry} I'm not sure if this is strange but since i stop working out i feel fat. Like not in the way i Cloudwindgate Tue, 28 Sep 2010 22:51:21 -0400 September 26, 2010 {} I like to be alone yet i always feel so lonely -_- how the hell does that work out. I'm getting Cloudwindgate Sun, 26 Sep 2010 16:27:07 -0400 september 25, 2010 No creativity today grr how sad i was hoping to create some art my mind to filled with other things s Cloudwindgate Sat, 25 Sep 2010 18:58:46 -0400 September 25, 2010 {explanation} I'm pretty much using this journal as a place to throw ideas on in some form since its a healthy thin Cloudwindgate Sat, 25 Sep 2010 12:57:03 -0400 September 24, 2010 {joy} There is so much happiness in this world and it seems to be covered by the dirt and grim man Cloudwindgate Fri, 24 Sep 2010 13:41:26 -0400 September 24, 2010 {What its like to have this} People dont understand what its like to have OCD Phobias. They think o nothings wrong just get over i Cloudwindgate Fri, 24 Sep 2010 02:26:26 -0400 September 23, 2010 {Good and bad moments} Life is filled with good and bad moment and in the end they shape us. I once asked my friend would h Cloudwindgate Thu, 23 Sep 2010 12:49:33 -0400