https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/711224 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en Andy Rooney on sex 1. When I was born, I was given a choice - a big d*ck or a good memory....I SophieShine Wed, 23 Jun 2010 01:26:59 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/205582/ROFLMFAO https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/205582/ROFLMFAO Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Jester mask Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I SophieShine Mon, 21 Jun 2010 12:39:05 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/205098/Please-Hear-What-Im-Not-Saying https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/205098/Please-Hear-What-Im-Not-Saying KATE FAY'S STORY PRESCRIBED ADDICTION Introduction To understand the efficacy of the benzodi SophieShine Tue, 25 May 2010 12:17:55 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/196718/Kate-Fays-story https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/196718/Kate-Fays-story The most useless thing to do: Worry The greatest joy is in: Giving The greatest loss: Loss of SophieShine Thu, 29 Apr 2010 05:29:05 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/187141/Heres-something-to-remember-for-all-times https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/187141/Heres-something-to-remember-for-all-times I have 208 days clean of oxazepam, I'm finishing a 20 months tapering plan, at the end of the month, SophieShine Sat, 16 Jan 2010 07:39:13 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/153116/NO-pride https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/153116/NO-pride Appearance to the world of the people-pleasing personality * Very organized * Easily liked * P SophieShine Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:45:34 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/139609/People-pleaser-personality https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/139609/People-pleaser-personality How do I learn to be selfish? Lately, I realized that all my life I always put others 1st. The ha SophieShine Thu, 24 Sep 2009 15:06:51 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/124118/Selfish https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/124118/Selfish Mom I miss you sooooo much.... SophieShine Mon, 07 Sep 2009 01:54:16 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/119462/10-years-already https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/119462/10-years-already Due to another allergic reaction, I had to stop the wellbutrin that was Rx to me. It seems that I hav SophieShine Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:49:36 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/117285/Now-what https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/117285/Now-what I am sooooo fed up with my emotions. I can wake up joyful and the tiniest thing is gonna bring me dow SophieShine Fri, 21 Aug 2009 09:13:02 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115122/Fed-up-of-the-ups-and-downs https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/115122/Fed-up-of-the-ups-and-downs I received this mail and I thought we all could use it The Zen of Sarcasm 01. If you l SophieShine Tue, 11 Aug 2009 10:01:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/112493/The-Zen-of-Sarcasm https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/112493/The-Zen-of-Sarcasm The depression sets in again and I am scared to death, I just hate being in the black, dark hole. SophieShine Sun, 02 Aug 2009 10:55:31 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/110518/depression https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/110518/depression My dr wanted to help me taper the benzos off, I don't know why, I was doing pretty good so far...he p SophieShine Mon, 27 Jul 2009 01:51:43 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/108955/Ill-never-listen-to-my-dr-again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/108955/Ill-never-listen-to-my-dr-again Well I'm finished with my oxa taper, I still have the tranxene now... Even if life doesn't leave me SophieShine Sat, 11 Jul 2009 11:00:42 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/105100/Tapering-again https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/105100/Tapering-again My father got married last w-e. I was not invited and I am not even supposed to know... WTF did I do SophieShine Thu, 09 Jul 2009 00:52:10 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/104518/Father https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/104518/Father Today is the last day of my old life. Tonight, I flushed 86 pills of oxazepam 10 mg (similar to xan SophieShine Sun, 21 Jun 2009 16:05:55 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99812/My-last-day https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99812/My-last-day Hey guys! It's me sophie!!!!! I asked MH to change my nick. When I came on here, I was totally lost SophieShine Thu, 11 Jun 2009 15:14:24 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96985/Once-Totallost https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96985/Once-Totallost Look out your window, baby, there's a scene you'd like to catch, The band is playing "Dixie," a man SophieShine Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:49:39 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75313/Man-Of-Peace https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75313/Man-Of-Peace I was going to write to whine and moan about the fact that the tapering takes so long, that my dr did SophieShine Sat, 28 Feb 2009 04:08:53 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/66425/Look-on-the-bright-side https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/66425/Look-on-the-bright-side I'm tapering from 2 benzos for 9 months now. I'm down 85% of the initial doses. Last night when I t SophieShine Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:18:59 -0500 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64714/How-do-I-learn-to-let-it-go https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/64714/How-do-I-learn-to-let-it-go