https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/809801 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en that is pretty much how i feel today. I don't want to keep doing this. I want to be clean. This is scared829 Fri, 03 Jul 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102804/ouch https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102804/ouch Dear God, Please give me the strength to do this. Help me want to be better. This is so selfish and scared829 Wed, 06 May 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/86807/beat-this https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/86807/beat-this Today is a beautiful day. I feel like crying. I am upset that I let this happen. And feel uncertai scared829 Sat, 04 Apr 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/77015/day-four https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/77015/day-four today i have ran all over the place. And tonite, I have a seriously bad headache. scared829 Fri, 03 Apr 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/77014/Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/77014/Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Today is my second day off of darvocet. My body aches bad. scared829 Thu, 02 Apr 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/76500/still-going https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/76500/still-going today I have had no darvocet. My body aches like someone would have run me over. I am super tired a scared829 Wed, 01 Apr 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/76216/starting https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/76216/starting today is day 1 of the rest of my life. I want to be clean. I'm trying to tapper off and I am nervo scared829 Mon, 30 Mar 2009 00:00:00 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75530/starting https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/75530/starting