https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/924126 Medical communities and forums staffed by doctors from leading medical centers. Over 325 forums and communities providing medical information and medical help. en In no mad, sad,just blow away. yeah know when someone says they'll stay forever. *blinded by the li missyaftc Tue, 30 Jun 2009 09:11:11 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102148/would-of-been-2-yar-anniversay-today https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/102148/would-of-been-2-yar-anniversay-today les has been dieing in my eyes for some time now. His alchololsim was getting the best of all of us. missyaftc Mon, 22 Jun 2009 04:56:45 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99904/Crazy-i-have-the-strenght https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99904/Crazy-i-have-the-strenght I was write. most of my problem isnt even depression. vs my bp, adhd and all above. I havent been abl missyaftc Sun, 21 Jun 2009 10:03:28 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99731/im-so-stunned-im-not-even-sure-if-its-worth-writing https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99731/im-so-stunned-im-not-even-sure-if-its-worth-writing Im taking med for the first time in my life. Its been for i think about 4-5 months. I have been feeli missyaftc Sat, 20 Jun 2009 01:12:11 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99400/Sad-discouraged https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/99400/Sad-discouraged I procrastinated, but i did it. Stayed up way toooo late. I have been doing so good eating and slee missyaftc Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:53:41 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96699/I-finished-my-sr-portraits-last-night https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96699/I-finished-my-sr-portraits-last-night I slept last night. These past few nights, weeks have been great using ambien and benadryl to sleep. missyaftc Tue, 09 Jun 2009 17:18:32 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96407/Wed-10th-2009 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96407/Wed-10th-2009 over and over im saying i dont want to fall into depression. n scared of getting mad. I have been fee missyaftc Tue, 09 Jun 2009 10:46:26 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96302/praying-not-to-fall-into-dep https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/96302/praying-not-to-fall-into-dep I felt good ysterday. A few times I thought i would get tired i didnt. I have been making lazy dinne missyaftc Mon, 08 Jun 2009 11:07:30 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95964/New-week https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95964/New-week no words right now missyaftc Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:06:36 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95751/I-will-go-say-it-next https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95751/I-will-go-say-it-next Need to say im sorry for people who didnt need my attitude. Im sorry to harm thoes who love me most. missyaftc Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:05:23 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95750/need-to-appologise https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/95750/need-to-appologise Scared of going from way on high as if on coffee to getting mad. I took a asprin to see if that calm missyaftc Wed, 03 Jun 2009 19:51:40 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94720/Gettin-busy-feeling-way-up https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94720/Gettin-busy-feeling-way-up Nauseated. Time to find a good snack. I havent ate bad, or fattening snacks. Raisins and peanut bu missyaftc Wed, 03 Jun 2009 12:51:24 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94646/Wed-3rd-1045am https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94646/Wed-3rd-1045am Last night i took two ambien and a teaspoon of benadryl plus my meds: Wellbrutrin 150mg and 500mg of missyaftc Wed, 03 Jun 2009 11:25:45 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94620/Feeling-ok-today https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/94620/Feeling-ok-today This is the third day of Depakote A/P with my Wellbrutrin 150 A/P. I was on Paxil but I was still ha missyaftc Mon, 01 Jun 2009 15:30:53 -0400 https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/93994/Mood-swings https://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/93994/Mood-swings