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Jan 11, 2016 - 0 comments

Dear WWE,

Quit with the injuries. I'm sick of it.  This is getting amazing and not in a good way.


Rhea and all the WWE Universe.  

3 Angels.

Dec 19, 2015 - 0 comments

I have been up all night thinking about 3 women who were taken from this world at far too young of an age. I wish they were still with us.
Rachael you always made me laugh in high school. I wish you were still with us. I miss you a lot. You've been gone the longest.
Renee band was a hoot the year we were in it together. I miss you and I forever wish you were still here.
Beth your widower keeps you alive in his own way. Your infectious smile is still inside of me.
I hadn't seen any of these girls in years. I miss each and every one of them every single day. I send my love to all 3 of you and if I'm lucky we'll meet again.

Oh, What Now?

Mar 22, 2015 - 0 comments

I just want to find a place to hide for a few years. Everything is going wrong. I just can't handle it anymore. I mean I've heard of being strong but this is just INSANE. Since my brother-in-law got sick the world around me has been crumbling.

I have a friend from years ago who has a young daughter who got brain cancer, my high school band teacher is going through some awful stuff from a medication side effect. One of my high school friends dad's drown to death.  As if this wasn't enough I just found out that one if my friends from years ago died of sepsis she was 28. My dad's cousin also died of cancer recently, he was not even 61.

I guess it's raining **** on people who know Rhea, (that's me).  I'm not sure how much more I can put up with. If I didn't workout I shudder to think of how I would be dealing with any of this.

Lessons Learned

Jan 04, 2015 - 1 comments

We all do things we're not proud of. We all wish we could change the past. Getting a second chance isn't something that everyone gets. When you do get that second chance your heart will sing.