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Feb 26, 2013 - 6 comments

Went in today to draw blood for the MaterniT21 test.  They decided to do the ob panels as well.  It will also tell what the sex is but I told them that I would ask if I decide to find it out at some point.  Hope I don't have to fight w/ insurance about this.  The results won't be back until about 2 wks from now.  Praying that it's good news!

Xmas Miracle

Jan 9th, 2013

Jan 11, 2013 - 2 comments

14 dpo and still hadn't had any spotting which was almost unheard of for me, so finally got the guts to take a test.  BFP!!  Light but there.  Next day took another, was darker.  Still keep expecting to see blood every time I go to the bathroom.  

The Animal

Dec 14, 2012 - 0 comments

The last few days have been hard.  Too many tears shed for so much loss.  First an old friend's 2 mth old grandson passed away.  Then today's tragedy in Conn.  I have a headache from all the tears I can't seem to make go away for any length of time.  I don't think I can stand to listen to the news any more.  I keep picturing my kindergartner in those classrooms.  I can't even begin to imagine the parents' total devastation and loss; but I can imagine some of it, and I keep doing that over and over.  Thinking of how they must hurt brings me to hurt for them. As a parent, such an atrocity as this drags my worst fear out from the depths of my mind where I try to suppress it; for even the brief thought of losing a child brings such grief that I have to immediately send my mind somewhere else.  I thought that one of the children interviewed tonight had the perfect name for someone who could do this; he said that they had to hide from the animal in the school.    


Nov 30, 2012 - 0 comments

Had positive OPK Nov 29 2012 evening.