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Really a stretch mark that hurts??!!!! Damn Dr's office!!

May 02, 2013 - 1 comments

stretch marks





Yesterday I was rubbing lotion on my belly and noticed a tender spot on my belly (almost 20 weeks). Around 5 inches above my belly button to the right. Today it feels bigger, still no bruise, but that is exactly what it feels like. I get concerned because obviously it grew. I know I have a cyst above my uterus, so wondering if that is what I am feeling. I call my Dr's office and the Dr is out and they put me on with the nurse practitioner, you want to guess what she tells me it is????!!!! My skin stretching "you know a stretch mark" is what she tells me. I tell her um yeah I have 2 kids I know what a stretch mark is, this is not a stretch mark. Well put some cocoa butter on it, um yeah that is what I was doing when I felt it. I ask can it be my cyst? Oh you have a cyst?! I tell her didn't you read my chart before you got on, why don't you read it and then get back to me! She put me on hold, and says the most stupid thing ever "You are pregnant?". At this point I just hang up! If it gets worse I will go to the ER, I have never dealt with her, and will refuse to see her if they ever try to make me!!!!

Almost to the 2rd trimester

Mar 15, 2013 - 7 comments

I am almost to the 2rd trimester and I feel great!!!! Morning sickness is pretty much GONE!!!! Boobs are easing up!!! The only thing is now my headaches are coming more frequently!!! Fatigue is still there, some days worse then others. My belly is definitely defined as a small bump :) I can hear the baby's heartbeat more clearer, and getting hungry!!!!!!!!!

PS if you seen the last title then I also think pregnancy brain is kicking in LOL

Feeling ugly and fat!!

Feb 26, 2013 - 4 comments

Have any of you ever had this feeling. I woke up today not being able to fit in anything but my yoga pants :/ I am only 9 1/2 weeks and don't remember feeling this way so early. I am trying to get ready to run errands and I am sitting on my bed crying :( I don't have much flowy shirts, but one or two and I have already been wearing them. I feel I am way to early to buy maternity clothes, but don't want to keep wearing the same 2 shirts and my yoga pants:/ I am in a pickle! I am chubby to begin with and this is just not helping. I thank God everyday for this little miracle and guess I just have to suck it up and deal with it!!! Maybe I shall go shopping, I just don't know what to buy :/ Oh Lordy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scare today

Feb 20, 2013 - 12 comments

So I had an appointment with the high risk Dr today and it gave me a BIG scare!!!! I went in and he did an ultrasound a said how far along are you? I said 8 weeks 3 days, he quickly said no your 7 weeks. He said did you hear a heartbeat last time, I said yes, He said i don't. I said are you sure, he said call your regular Ob and get an appointment asap to go over everything, and see you in 5 weeks. I was super scared and heartbroken! I had an appointment already for bad morning sickness. I went in and they were a little weirded out by his abruptness and coldness. They did an ultrasound and the first thing we seen was the heartbeat 152, and the baby moving around. I was so relieved and cried my eyes out. They also said the  baby is measuring 8 weeks 5 days. He took me off work until I am 4 months so I won't stress anymore. This has been a blessing for us!!! So happy!!!