May 10, 2011
So of course this Sunday was Mother's Day or so I think it was...=/ This is where the venting comes in or sadness!
I totally felt unappreciated and I hate feeling this way. Maybe it's my hormones, but I can not shake this feeling of sadness. My DH did not do a DAM thing for me!!!! This is the 1st year nada not one thing was done for me. I don't expect much, it was rent weekend but a card a rose something!!! I mean nothing, my Son even reminded him to tell me happy Mother's day which does not make sense because he just told his mother 15 minutes before :(
This is how it started Friday night he sent me shopping to get his Mom a Mother's day and Birthday gift due to the fact that her Bday is the day after Mothers day and we were going to her house Saturday for a party. I did not spend much only $40 on both gifts, which were adorable! I had the boys paint some wood wind chimes and dragonfly stuff since that is her thing. So my DH left to the store during the party on Saturday to buy cigarettes and I thought this is his chance to get me a little something if he already has not. I told him if we don't have the money that is ok I don't need a present, but I know our budget better then him and I knew after his Mom's gift, rent, and counting money for the week he did have money left over! Well we spent the night at his Mom's and I had woken up in the middle of the night with a migraine so I stayed laying in bed watching tv a little later then everyone. I heard him tell his Mom happy Mothers day, and call his Grandma. So I am thinking I am next, no. I get up do my ting then go out to the living room and still nothing. It was not until 3 hrs later that my Son said Daddy did you tell Momma happy Mothers day? And then he looked over and said it, and then gave me a kiss. I wanted to cry right there, so I got up and walked back into the room. Then to top it off we go to an outdoor swap meet with his Mom and his Sisters 3 kids across the street and he buys them all lunch and a shirt and toy. Mind you he still has not gave me anything so at this point I give up and say I am ready to go home! He looks a little irritated and asks me what's wrong and I say nothing because I don't want to start a fight, we never and I mean never fight but this was just uncalled for! I let it go but yesterday I still felt awful after hearing everyone say what they got and asking me what he got me. So i told him when he got home from work how I felt, he said we didn't have the money!! Really!! Are you Fn kidding me was my response, it is nice to know you put others before your wife! I told him I don't expect a gift but come on you could not spend 2 dollars and buy me a card! I told him next time don't speend all our money on his nieces and nephews. I felt bad, but I feel unappreciated. There have been times on fathers day when we don't have lots of money but he always gets a card and special meals cooked all day for him. We have tons of art supplies at our house and our boys are old enough to make something. I don't think I am exaggerating, am I?
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