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Neck is a bit better

Oct 25, 2009 - 3 comments

I wake up today with a bit better neck... Still have this odd pressure in the forehead but at least my neck is not as tight is it used to be... i guess its good news..

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I hate my self and i want to die

Oct 25, 2009 - 1 comments

But it's ok cuz i'm feeling good

pills

Oct 24, 2009 - 0 comments
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Jus took 2 bromazepam 6mg... first time i try such high dose... lets see if this will make me able to focus on something and play some video game and forget about my stupid physical symptoms.. i feel like breaking everything...

Guilty

Oct 24, 2009 - 0 comments
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I feel so guilty... i didnt go to the gym this week... i only went sunday and monday =(( i was feelinng too depressed and my neck and head was such in pain that even the gym seeming like climbin the everest... now all i want is go to the gym and overexersice untill i pass out

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