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well im going along

Dec 07, 2009 - 1 comments

well today is dec 7th 2009. my son will turn 19 on the 10th of this month. i can say i have not had a narcotic in all this time !!!! I have on occasion had a klonophin or a floricet, other than that nothing. i am so proud. all the suffering was worth it. i have gained alot of weight that i cant stand but it is still better than taking a lortab 10 at a time !!!! keep praying it works .


Sep 26, 2009 - 0 comments

i am tired today. i must remember the tired i was in w/d's just 49 days ago. today is a good tired.

addiction pain meds and benzos

Sep 24, 2009 - 0 comments

all days

today i am clean. i am trying to read on forums and remind myself where i came from. i went through my sons friend dying from a four wheeler wreck about two weeks ago and i went through with no mind altering drugs!!!!!!!  I still think about a lortab but i have not used. i made it through!!!!!! i still have a hard time knowing i made it without using. i used everyday for over 6 yrs. i used for pretty days, rainy days, birthdays, schooldays,weekend days, church days, football days, race days, all days!!!!