Dec 16, 2009
I really like M. We didn't get to do "therapy" today, it was more like filling out the forms for my record, but so far so good. It was nice to talk about things on a more personal, more broad level than what I talk about with my pdoc or my support group.
Of course, now I'm really tired. And on the negative front, I had a lot of problems keeping my patience with my mom today -- she was playing "I'm in pain but I don't want to really do anything about it" before I left, which ratcheted my anxiety up a notch or ten. Then I had a terrible binge: two McChicken Sandwiches, then two Wendy's Jr. Bacon Cheeseburgers.
Talking to M today was the first time that I told a professional that I was a compulsive eater. Hopefully we'll be able to work on that!