Dec 14, 2009
I was anxious and just pushed to total agitation and anxiety by mom's manic behavior. Ended up taking my full dose of Xanax, which I haven't in a while, and now I'm really sleepy and down. I really want to take a nap, but we "have" to decorate tonight. I have absolutely no "holiday spirit" this year. I'm just looking forward to the food, the presents, and feeling like an *** because I have no money to even send cards to my family.