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30 weeks and 2 days appointment

Feb 25, 2011 - 0 comments

Doc's appointment went great! Doctor is happy with both mommy and babies. Babies weighing 1486 and 1403 grams! Seeing the doc again in 2 weeks, he still cannot give me a due date. He said he will be able to when I'm about 34weeks, then they will be able to start measuring the umbilical cord.

Our Miracle!! Our little stars!!


Feb 23, 2011 - 0 comments

30weeks today, still cannot believe how fast time went by! Doc's appointment again on Friday, hope for him to have some good news! There's a chance babies can come at 34weeks, if not at 36weeks, so stressed out, don't feel prepared for this at all! I knew that I would not be able to carry full term (40weeks), but I never thought of them coming this soon! Atleast the nursery is ready, just so many other things to do still! At this stage I am still smiling in the pregnancy, no backache or swollen feet and stuff, only very uncomfortable at this stage! Cannot believe that 2 little bodies this small can take so many space and wow, they are 2 very busy babies! But I am not complaining, I love every single minute of it! Its the best feeling in the world to feel them move inside me! (docs appointment on 14th Feb - one baby weighed 1176 and the other one 1171, so close to each other.)

Our Miracle!! Our little stars!!

17 week appointment

Nov 24, 2010 - 5 comments

Appointment went great. One baby measuring 200grams and the other one 206grams! They are between 12 and 14 cm in lenght! Having 2 little boys! They were showing off their assets, lol! I'm measuring 17weeks! Doc is very happy will mommy and the 2 babies, everything is looking good!

Our Miracle!! Our little stars!!

Before I was a mom....

Nov 16, 2010 - 3 comments

I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before i was a mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before i was a mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before i was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
i didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when i couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much...
I never knew that i could love someone so much.
I never knew i would love being a Mom.

Before i was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body...
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.

Before i was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know i was capable of feeling so much,
before i was a Mom!