Aug 13, 2010
So I'm about 4/5 dpo today, not really sure, AF is due next week Sunday.
Last night, had a girls night, was sooo awesome, been 2 years since I've been out "drinking", had some cocktails and went home, got in bed at about 11ish, woke this morning at 6, had some trouble sleeping last night. Today, I feel soooo sick! I have a headache, I feel so warm, I just don't feel myself, just feel tired and dead. lol.
Don't know this could be linked to last night or to something "positive".
Me and dh are taking things one day at a time, he wants to go to the doc next month to do tests, as she said to come back if we are having trouble conceiving, I don't know if I want to go through with all that testing, what if we do the testing and the don't find anything, what if there's nothing wrong. I still want to get pregnant and everything, just not up to that. September last year we started trying for a baby found out in December that I was pregnant, sadly we lost that pregnancy, which I think kinda mean that there's nothing wrong, that we are able to conceive, now is maybe just not the time, thats entirely up to God to decide when! I know he feels that things are kinda taking to long, some days back I thought the same thing, but now...really trying to think about other things, get my mind of stuff like that.
At the moment we got so much going on at our house, doing some renovations and stuff, so my mind is kinda off the baby thing, don't know if we even did our part around o-time.
SSBD to all you wonderful pps!