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hospitalized

Jul 23, 2011 - 0 comments

after about 3 weeks no drinkn smokin ciggarettes nuthing ive been great...but severe depression till the point where ive had severe anxiety/panic attacks i hate the fact of why i feel like this and why is there a reason why im always feeling like this..ive drank a little bit yesterday beer and a couple shots of liqour and i think i KNO i messed up my regular body cycle of increasing my drinkn all over again & ended up in the ER i called the ambulance myself becuz i was having a severe eye pain 2 the point where i couldnt c anything on my rite eye..shifted 2 my left eye & then got 2 my brain very weird sensations ive gotten until the point where i wasnt feeling rite i had tingling sensations and more...but i still having a little bit of a headache,,i hope will go away soon.....
'ruthy

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ER

May 31, 2011 - 0 comments

been in there about 3 days straite... for my severe chest pains....with the side of hyperventilation and tremors, tingles, and much more.....god please help me...but i dont have my medication anymore i have finished with them all and i dont get my refill of xanax 4 another 2 weeks....

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chest pains

May 28, 2011 - 0 comments

i have been in the ER for the past 3 times in despite of very strong panic fatal attacks i felt it wuz i was very scared...just the other day i had 2 call the ambulance 2 get me 2 the hospital becuz i was experiencing heavy,crushin,deep chest pains that took over my fingers and toes...i was tingling all over and i couldnt breath rite and i felt like i was goin 2 die that day,,,they told me it wuz becuz of mydrinkin

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eletric buzzes

Apr 07, 2011 - 0 comments

idk why but why is it that vrytime i enter a hospital entrance after 3 minutes of being in the area of any hosptial way i get these head buzzes or even at home...when im doin absolutely nuthing just walking around....:( can any1 plzz tell me what that might b ? :(

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