Today I jumped on my weight scale, and just about laughed me little head off.

The darn thing said I weighed 275.8 lbs !!!!

So later on I told my husband and daughter about this.  
My husband turns and says.......
"Well thats in kilograms, right?"
I damn near fell off me chair !
Thats 608.8 lbs......

I'm only 110 lbs !!!!   LOL  LOL  LOL  LOL

Guess who's in the proverbial dog house?????

My daughter and I went to a flea market today, looking for someone who can refill powder ink cartridge for printer.  
It was so freakin busy in there, and within minutes, I felt the panic come on.....  
I just cant stand busy congested noisy places.
Freaks me out just a bit too much!

Anxiety/Panic Tracker

Thursday night I had a craving for something to munch on.
I found some chocolate almonds, and tried one, and within seconds my tongue started to swell.  I couldnt dry swallow, had to only with water.  I thought I was out of liquid allergy meds, so tried to swallow 2 allergy pills.  I could feel my throat getting tighter, and was soooooooooooo freaked out.  I tried to make myself throw-up, to get the almond out of my system, and ended up drinking a big glass of water, to help me with trying to bring up that almond.  Eventually I got the almond to come up, and then found some liquid allergy meds.
I sat at our kitchen table, in full panic mode, because of the swelling tongue, the sore mouth, the sore neck, the tightening of the throat.....
My daughter was freaking out (the poor kid) about calling an ambulance.  Me, being a stubborn Irish red-head, refused!!!  I just figured if it got worse, then okay, then call an ambulance.  I have never experienced a food allergy to this extent.  I just hate going to any emergency department in Edmonton, the wait time is unbelievable, and did not want to sit there for the next 12 hours.......
WIthin about 1/2 hour I felt okay, and could tell the allergy meds were working.  Thank God !!!!!  I was so scared !!!!

How can I ever quit being so darn stubborn!!!!
Now I am scared of eating any kind of nut!  I'm going to put that on my do not eat list....  
All these freakin diets restrictions are becoming so confusing and frustrate me so much.

I have to eat a diabetic diet (high protein/low carb),
a lactose free diet,
a nut free diet,
a shellfish free diet,
and most likely a gluten free diet.  
Then there are diet restrictions for thyroid (soy products) .
Got to try to figure out all these diets, and make me a Laurie diet!!!   HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm slowly going so crazy.  Heck who am I trying to kid!  I am already crazy.

I'm frustrated,  I'm tired.  I'm going to bed.

Well, I am waiting on more test results to come in.  Now the doctors are testing me for Celiac's disease.  HMMM... another autoimmune disease, what else is new.  I really hate waiting for test results to come in, waiting for the phone to ring.  
What else that bugs me is when the test results come in, and they are negative, then I am back to square one, and have to get tested for something else.  Everything I have is not curable, and are controlled by a drug, or by diet.  
I swear if I get one more autoimmune disease that is controlled by diet, there wont be anything left on my list of foods that I can eat.  I told my husband to go steal me a IV pole with the drugs, then I can just eat by IV and not have to worry about sugars, fats, dairy, lactose, proteins, carbs, peanuts, and now maybe gluten.  Good gracious.  This is getting quite retarded.