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Just cant believe it.

Dec 31, 2010 - 7 comments

Great... so AF came three days early... I just dont understand. Three damn days??? really. I give up. I'm not going to ttc for a couple of months. I'm going to go back to work and sort things out in my life. I made a serious declaration that if I was not pg by the end of the year I'd stop and break from it all. I'm not going to be around much and I hope you guys dont hate me for it but it makes it worse being on here too much. And dh is also wanting to take a break from ttc. So it's official. I'm pop in everyone once in a while but if you dont see me on too much ... now you know. Message me if you want me email. I'd love to stay in touch :)
xoxoxo
SSBD
Have an outstanding new years I'm gonna kick back a few tonight woot woot liberation here I come lmao. :P


:(.... oh well.

Dec 06, 2010 - 18 comments

So went out to do a bit of christmas shopping... And had the sudden urge to go to the toilets. Literally all of a sudden, it was weird... but low and behold there was LOADS AND I MEAN BUCKET LOADS of CM with this .... I dunno. I can only describe it as WEIRD color stuff in it... NOT blood but like orangy brown tanish looking blobs. SORRY for the TMI then I wiped again and nothing :( so it's more than likely some sort of sign... and probably not a good one. I got really excited thinking well Im still early this cant be AF and then thought ... Implantation bleed is very rare sooo that settles that. I bought two FRER and will test tommorow morning. I'm kinda sad. I wanted a christmas wish... just one.
xoxox
ssbd to my girls out there

10dpo... hmm and yuck

Dec 04, 2010 - 6 comments

So today I think I'm at 10dpo I thought I'd note what the heck's going on so I have at least a record of it regardlss of outcome.

Yesterday my cm just stopped.. now mind You i've been feeling VERY wet down there (to the point I kept having to wipe myself lol tmi) constantly. And my panties I've been going through almost two a day up until yesterday. They looked like I'd been wetting myself. But NO, I can assure you I'm a big girl now. lol
Then today me and DH went out and I got really yucky tummy feeling.. maybe cus I was starving but that's not normal for me.Then we went to tesco where I was bursting for a wee... when I went to wipe loads of YELLOW snotty cm
Also last night I couldnt sleep! went to bed at 4am and then just laid there.... Today I felt really dizzy and spaced out.
Ok thats it lol

5dpo...

Nov 29, 2010 - 5 comments

omg if i told yall what I ate today you guys would think I'm soooo nasty. Here's the list (this is so embarrasing)

2 tall cups of coffee
4 slices of toast with butter
1 hot pot portion of chicken tikka
2 small snack sized pringles containers
1  cake slice
1 rice packet (which contained two servings)
1 curry meal (which again contained two servinges)
1 box of chocolate maltesses
1/2 container of pineapples
7 cups of diet coke

OMG... I cant believe I ate all that shite... tomorrow I'm not eating anything. I felt soo hungry today.