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Denied, but not surprised...

Feb 25, 2011 - 0 comments
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medi-cal

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Tumor

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denied

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surgery



Went to government office yesterday to apply for medi-cal even though I knew they'd deny me.  They did, of course.  I have no children (doesn't matter if they lived with me or not!) and/or I haven't been deemed by the state of CA to have a mental disability.  So...I'll never qualify.  I didn't get mad since I already knew they would send me on my way without a thing. But I did leave with a referral paper showing hospitals and clinics for people like me (there's millions of us!). I just hope I'm not treated like a case number. Oh well, main objective: get this freakin' tumor out of me...the rest will take care of itself!!!!!!!

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Don't know what I'm gonna do...

Feb 21, 2011 - 0 comments
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fibroid

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Tumor

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Health care in America

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2012 Prophecy

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medi-cal



I re-read paperwork for applying for Medi-Cal.  What a joke ~ I carefully read through the instructions and there is no way I'd qualify.  My father has too much in the way of assets (even though I have no way of touching them).  I don't know how I'm gonna get this tumor out now.  I guess I'm stuck with it.  It's growing and I have pain, but America couldn't care less.  Maybe if I was a foreigner I'd get more medical attention?  Medical issues for Americans are the dark spot in this country.  How many of us die per year due to lack of medical treatment because we can't afford it?  How sad...  I have friends who's jobs are even cutting back their medical care and one of my friends had hers taken completely away!  Now even having a job doesn't guarantee medical care...we're all screwed.  Maybe 2012 will be the end of all things?  I'm still hoping it's the beginning of everything...

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In a weird state...

Apr 21, 2010 - 0 comments
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dark

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darkened arear

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cloudy

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emotionsions

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frowning

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cold breeze



I'm in a dark, snippy mood.  The weather seems to be mirroring my emotions.  It's dark and cloudy here with a cold breeze.  I go from smiling to frowning or even scouling.  Nobody can do things right today, even myself.  I really don't care.

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Not much to report...

Apr 18, 2010 - 0 comments
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Feeling good

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brain

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Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

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thoughts



Feeling pretty good, but the obsessive thoughts about *** is ridiculous.  Don't know what's going on in that brain of mine, but it's certainly not ashamed of going into some questionable places.  Scary.

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