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Let's pray for Dr Jen Arnold, she has cancer

Dec 19, 2013 - 9 comments

I know this is random, but I admit I watch the little couple, I went to the grocery store and saw people magazine and it said she had cancer due to a non viable pregnancy. They say it is extremely rare and even more so in little people. it spread to her lungs already. Gosh and she just adopted her daughter from India, she actually started bleeding while in India and rushed home without her family. I tried to see if it was a molar pregnancy and I think it was. She had a hysterectomy and chemo. I pray for her and her family....we have gone through so much just like them and to have this happen too? I just don't know what to say....

Forgiveness

Jun 29, 2013 - 16 comments

To whom it may concern:
       We here on medhelp are here because we can't share our pain and suffering ( no offense) with the real world. We sometimes say things in our journals that hurt the people  we are closest to and who  have helped us through so many sad times and happy ones, but we truly don't mean to because without you would be a terrible tragedy!  So I write this for all my sistas who are jealous, angry and mad but not directed to any specific person and for those who say things without thinking, this is our safe haven! We need to remember those nights while crying in pain due to the MC that we suffered from or the big fat effen BFN that made us curl into a ball in the fetal position and get no comfort from our significant other. Please forgive me if my words are not as eloquent as others, I do try. What I'm trying to say is this is OUR Place to VENT! I've been gone for a while but I've missed you! So please be kind, use kind words and most of all Forgive!
Love Hugs kisses and SSBD
Melanie

My first beta

Jan 02, 2012 - 24 comments

13dpo my beta is 85
                     E2 is 292
Progesterone.   50.
  I pray this is it!
Hugs,
Melanie

What to do next?

Oct 19, 2011 - 23 comments

So yesterday I got some money to do DE, I have 1 snow baby left. I can do 2 more Mini Ivf cycles for about 4800.00 my FET for 1  will cost 1200.00. Each fet costs 1200.00. Ok DE will be 10,000.00 for 6 eggs 2 blasts guaranteed, they only do fet and that will be 1200.00 on top of the 10,000.00. I am so confused on what to do. I was thinking I would do the one fet and then if that didn't work then DE. I will be 46 in June. Tonight is my 8th anniversary. DH is so upset because our school dept were he works,  is going crazy and he was going to retire in 3 years and now he cant for 20 more years, This is not sitting well with him. I keep telling him he's lucky to have a job and a wife that is a Master Plumber with her own business! I will take on more work if I have to, I do not advertise I just take what I feel comfortable but I can bid more work, He can be my apprentice....LOL he won't, I'm doing ok and I think and I know we will be just fine!
Thanks for listening. Only kind and sensitive advice please, I'm too sensitive for any hard core advice. I love you all.
Melanie