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Does my bf want to use me???PLS HELP

Mar 30, 2015 - 1 comments
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Hello to all i am new here..The story i will tell u is heartbraking for me and it makes me pains for long time now...anyway me i am girl from Serbia i am 25 years old i have bf from Nigeria that was living in Greece...we been together for 3 years now by distance relationship..me i call him everyday ,i travel to him 20 h with bus just to see him n be with him..i cook clean n do all for him and i support him in all...and sometimes i will be helping him financially..He is going true very hard period in his life..he had money before but now no..and he doesn't have documents ...anyway in this time with him in this 3 years he never treated me as i deserve...he will always be complaining about me n about my domestic work..he will never be talking about our future....so is like i been with him this 3 years but he wasn't with me...n that's the truth..after 2 years of relationship he started talking about marriage but told me how we would get married but would live in another countries! Does that make sense???We wanted get married but we cant because my country not in Europe Union...after that now he wants me to get pregnant so that i deliver in Germany so that he can get documents...I forgot to tell that he hit me once and throw me out of house in middle of night in Greece...and also i forgot to say that he was in my country for something but refused to see me cos i didn't have then money with me...so then after that he left Serbia without even telling me...when i remember this it makes me cry so much and makes me pity myself....so anyway what should i do with this guy?Also he started talking with his ex telling that he still loves her and she is polish...he said to his friend that he want her only for papers...but is that true???So pls what should i do now??He told me he will take care of baby when she is born but should i trust him on that?If i have baby with him will he stay with me?:(