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Day 56- Better today

Oct 14, 2010 - 0 comments

Today is much better.  So thankful to be free.  Feeling back to my old self.  It has taken some time but I think I am almost there.

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Bad day....

Oct 12, 2010 - 0 comments

Will I ever get back to normal....I do have some good days, but today I have felt horrible.  think maybe I should go to the doctor.  I may just go ahead back on the Welbutrin.  hopefully this will pass and I will go on to feel even better as has happened so far.  

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Day 46

Oct 04, 2010 - 3 comments

No such a good day.  PAWS hitting again.  Weird feelings.  Depression, fatigue.  On vacation, but not relaxing much.  Think the stress is not helping.  Who complains about a vacation?  Lol.  This too shall pass.    

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Day 45

Oct 03, 2010 - 0 comments
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Today is day 45 free of trams. I am on a family vacation- which is a little stressful with grandkids and being so busy all the time.  I have to say I still think about trams, but being so busy and in need of energy, I think...hmmm maybe if in took just a tiny piece of one, it wouldnt hurt and I would be feeling happy and energetic.  Is that true??  NO!!!!   I would soon be realizing I was back at the start of my addiction.  Back at feeling even worse. Back at having HUGE mood swings,  back at living in a way that negatively affected my relationshiips with others but most importantly God.  You see I feel the trams had become my God.  They ruled my life.  I am so tired.  More on this  tomorrow.
Beth        

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