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40 days today

Sep 28, 2010 - 1 comments

Today my friend died of cancer.  I was present at her death.  Very profound.  So happy she is with Jesus and her suffering is over.  I really have no right to complain about my "troubles".   I have none...not really.  Thanks be to God for receiving her today.  

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Good day- day 37

Sep 25, 2010 - 0 comments

After several really crappy days, I have coem past it and feeling much better.  Thank goodness.  The PAWS will be with me for a while.  I will just deal with it.  I think if I am stressed or tired, it makes a huge difference.  Having 2 parties this weekend was a bad idea, but after tomorrow, it will be done and then I can relax.  In a way being busy has been good for me- not focusing on how I feel every second!!  

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A better day??

Sep 23, 2010 - 0 comments

Afraid to say it, but so far I have had a better day today. Hoping to be past this bout of PAWS.  Hopefully they will decrease with time, as they say they will if you read about it.    

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Sep 21, 2010 - 0 comments




Another weird day.  Feeling some better this evening.  I really think the stress of some very important big things happening this weekend is getting to me- bringing out the PAWS. The my friend is dying of cancer too, so....Must stay strong, but I sure think about the trams sometimes when I feel bad.  

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